hmm.. uhh oh! spent the weeknd slacking my ass off.. this totally sucks la.. rahhh.. still cant seem to get down to proper studying for promos.. grrrh. my math is in total shambles and so is my chem! imagine to pass chemistry i need 80%?! hahaha.. better start working hard starting tmr onwards! becos theres an integration test tmr morning bright and early which i am DEFINITELY WITHOUT DOUBT going to fail.. argh..


i shall start studying hard for promos. i must make sure i pass at least my 2 stronger H2 and all my H1 topics.. grhhh..
i shall start saving money. by the time i turn eighteen i must save enough money to see me thru my driving lessons.. i wanna be able to drive by 19.. as long as they dont change the laws i must learn driving fast! save up now for the lessons later. mmmhmm.. must must must save! ;DD


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p/s im not over my emo phase, im just covering it up.. and im trying to solve things really really slowly.. bring my confidence back, bring my dignity back, fight for happiness. im strong, i can do this. its unlike me to give up. so i must fight on. i still love everybody.

Labels: depressed, emo basket case, overspending, promos, save money, slack, stress, tests

mmm.. went for lantern festival thingy... could have gone free, but i paid 5 bucks to take just the lantern, some candles and a lightstick. sigh. made a new discovery- lly and iymy are like ahem ahem ahem.. :D thats way cool la.. anyway me seb nic L jinyi loonyuan isabella went for walk around, and went to tennis courts to talk and play a little.. mmmhmm.. had fun i guess. its been a long time since ive done anything with a group of ctss 4A1-ers.. kinda miss them, but its good enough to have once in a whiles.. =] anyway i suspect im starting to feel better already, cos my test results are showing more positive stuff than before.. mm.. look at what they have to say this time..


COLOURGENICS TEST, 14TH SEPT 07 2324H.

You have a vivid imagination and this is good. Great inventors, explorers all had inventive, imaginative minds. Your friends and acquaintances may consider you over-imaginative and given to fantasy or day-dreaming. So what ? this is a part of your character and charm.

You are finding the present situation extremely demanding and you're having difficulty coping with it. A great deal of strain is involved and you would really like everyone and everything to leave you alone for a while, just so that you can put everything into perspective.

You feel unhappy because you feel that you are not able to obtain the co-operation of those around you. All you would like at this time would be to achieve harmony within your circle.

You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.

You are anxious about all the limitations to which you are subjected to at this time. You feel that you are not valued for what or who you are. You need OUT. So why procrastinate any longer - MOVE!





mmm. looks better already no? uh huh. can start looking forward to forming meaningful relationships with humans. ;DD
p/s: HAPPY EIGHTEENTH ANDRE AND HAPPY TWENTY-FIRST JEMIE! ;DD

Labels: birthdays, colourgenics, depressed, emo basket case, jj, lantern fest, overspending

hmm tues was boring and uneventful.. OD crisis! ppl arent signing up for motivator roles. and then we need backup plans and all that.. sigh.. whatever la. that thing is stressing me up more than it shld.. lols.. hmm.. had fun spying on zane and huifern though.. they were happily "studying" together.. hahaha.. we stayed till 8pm.. haha..



wed.. training! wheee.. was supposed to be something cheerful to look forward to.. however EVERYONE in supersix was pms-y.. except for me.. hahaha.. well misunderstandings but those cleared up.. thank God.. anw we did so many sweeps my butt is aching and i have 5 bruises on my right knee.. and we played match with these 3 senior guys on the opposing.. the ex capt, kenneth and clement (>.< eww).. kenneth was quite nice cos he tried teaching me.. i was complaining that i cant trap ball.. haha he showed me, not knowing what i meant was actually i cant gauge the distance.. haha.. like, the positioning of the ball.. hahaha.. hmm and super funny was that jenmey kept smacking clement aka carrot all over.. and make him lose ball by pressure, etc.. hahaha.. i was haaving so much fun! watching that happen.. haha..

after that just went market to snack on stuff with vic.. then home.. haha.. hope the rest of my week will be alright.. not too many heartattacks..


looking forward to post-chase oikos and olympic dream.. ;DD

Labels: chase 07, czb, hockey, overspending, stress, supersix, svh, youths

this morning, i didnt go for LTS nor service.. kinda barred.. so i slept longer, then woke up to buy breakfast.. asked for permission to go chase over breakfast and was granted provisional permission.. that i pack my room and it passes the QC inspection.. haha and so off i went to meet lindy. realised it was already super late, i decided to cab over.. but since no cabs were coming i was getting frantic. the next available cab that came along i just flagged and boarded.. and voila! its a limo cab. wtshit right? i just realised it was when i noticed how comfortable the seat was and how cold the aircon was.. and that the meter read $3.00 right from the start!! it was a skoda cab.. anyway total cab fare was $15.70. most expensive cab-ride in my whole life.. anyway we ate subway on the go, and only to realise that tecman was closed. sigh.. anw we realised it was getting late, therefore we headed down to bishan alr..


chase was amazing!! really.. the dance was not too bad, but just okay. normal. and the skit was nice! and the pastor was great.. he was quite funny.. reali cool.. when they ministered the song "so you would come", i kinda felt this surge of faith and trust.. perhaps in God.. and i knew i had to respond when they called for souls to be saved..

hence, I ACCEPTED CHRIST AS LORD ON THIS DAY, 080707, AT CHASE 07- HARVESTER AOG YOUTH RALLY.


arent u guys glad for me and proud of me? i think its a big step, but i just felt ready to take the plunge.. now i just need to pray for God to strengthen my faith in Him.. ;DD i might have accepted Him, but whoever said the road ahead will be easy? theres so much i need to knoe.. and so much to learn.. im sure with God's grace i will do just fine.. churchmates all ask why i suddenly chose that day to say the sinner's prayer.. i cant answer that now, cos i dont knoe. it was just a "its that day! thats why!" kinda thing.. becos it felt like i had to.. i just had to.. maybe someday i will be able to answer that.. imagine how i used to think im just too scared and not ready for any of this, to shut myself from anyone telling me about God, to just shy away from it all.. now im ready. prepare my spiritual-being to live my life for You, Lord.

Labels: chase 07, God, overspending, sunday service, youths

today was not bad.. lessons were boring as usual.. but went for movie and dinner with supersix after school.. we didnt wait for fok cos he had to be quarantined after A's oral.. he joined us after he was done.. watched die hard 4.0 and it was so exciting! yet scary at some parts la.. its kinda the perfect movie to watch with ur bf or a close guy friend if u havent got one.. haha.. adrenalin rush made me squeeze huifern's arm.. hahaa..

so anyway thot i would have to chiong home after the movie and ended up mum was in town and dad was nearby home having coffee.. so mum kinda said if i wanna have dinner just go home by 8pm, anything later than that i save my own skin shld i get into any trouble.. heres the best part.. i told her by 8.30, and i reached home 8.20.. then shortly after i had time to open the windows and on the lights, dad got home. phew! thank GOD man! talk about good timings yeah.. thank God i had the mind to decide to switch buses for once.. instead of 154 i took 30 and walked back.. and i was given just enough time to make me look like i've been home for a long while already.. hahaha.. thank God..


anw hockey tmr!! so exciting.. haha, hopefully i can make it for dinner with supersix tmr.. okays time to slp..

talking about progress report, haha how beautiful art thou, my grades. an Ultimate for chemistry, Excellent for math, Superb for Econs.. then B for GP, C for physics and Excellent for chinese.. =X horrible right.. failed 2.. hahaha.. feeling the stress yet?


oh my stupid nasal passageways are so blocked i cant hear and yet i cant blow the gross mucus out. HELP~!

au revoir~

ps 2 days to CHASE 07!! hope michele and jennifer can join us.. baobao is going! xD

Labels: chase 07, czb, hockey, michele, outing, overspending, sick, stress, supersix, svh, training

today had hockey!! was supposed to by physical but kinda slack-ish.. did 2.4k but i ran with elizabeth, so my timing was around 14:56 or something.. the standard for us supposed to be under 14.. well.. nvm.. then we did 200m sprints, only 3 times.. then was indoor gym.. siti insisted we had to do 6weights on the leg muscles machine, but its way over for me. like 3times my own body weight.. not possible at all.. i used my WHOLE body weight to lift the damn thing.. anw i dropped it to 4 by my own standard.. besides, if u want to train for using-muscle and not bodybuild-muscle it shld be lighter weight with more reps.. if its the other way, more weight less reps is good. so yeah. anw.. after that we played slack match, didnt bother going all out.. and the stupid sch stick so short, felt uneasy.. but best part is can anyhow throw.. wahaha.. my own darling i wouldnt even think of dropping it.. wanted to go life bookshop with jacinda but i cancelled for the match instead..


after match supersix went for dinner together! finally as a whole supersix.. at swensens [so broke now okay] (: so happie.. and the appropriate ppl were beside one another.. ahem ahem.. ;DD huifern beside zane, vic beside bert.. and me and fok far apart.. hahaha.. me bert fok ate proper stuff, the rest just had ice-cream or some fruit drinks.. after eating we stayed on to chit chat till around nine-ish.. then we billed and left.. reached home just abit before 10 and was blasted.. "what time is it alr u knoe?! buay hiao zi dong." (dont knoe how to self-discipline).. zzz.. so anyway got a warning for buying dinner home and eating in future.. wth.. supersix has plans for holland village after fri trg.. hahaha.. if only i could go.. =x hatching some plan about going dajie's house to stayover alr.. wahaha.. but i think wont work cos i have meeting in sch the next morning like, whats the point of staying over.. haha unless i go swimming bright and early before i go sch.. hahaha..



gotta go and do copy some tuts.. ciao~!



ps- i spoke to JP AND JK online last night!! both! ;DDD *grins from ear to ear* okay im crazy. wahaha..


3days to CHASE 07!! ;DDD

Labels: #22, chase 07, czb, deadlines, hockey, outing, overspending, supersix, svh, training

hahaha wooooh.. wanted to update yesterday about my lil misadventures but didnt have the time, who knoes i would have even more misadventures today to blog about together? hahaha..

anyways HAPPIE BIRTHDAY dajie.. well, belated over here since i didnt update yesterday.. not that shes gonna read it.. hahaha..

yesterday;

after school was actually free enough to go peninsula sc with huifern, liqian and shihui to buy my hockey stick! omg my darling.. hahaha.. me and huifern ended up getting the same stick.. its a low-end stick, but better than a wooden one.. so its kinda like good for us noobies.. mazon fusion 1000, light, 37.5 inches.. mine is bright pink!! and huifern got the black one.. only mazon's offer 2 colours for the same model cos its like a girl's stick brand or something..

so anyway we bought the hockey balls as well.. and were given a stick bag, which is fugly.. wont be using it i guess.. unless one day i reali reali need it or something.. hahaha.. anyways we cabbed there from school.. sharing among 4 ppl so it aint that bad i guess.. haha.. then we took such a long time at the shop buying our sticks.., but finally chose my darling.. ahahha.. then stupid yeo liqian made a hasty decision and bought his stupid orange stick which is same as ah moon's.. then left alr.. but only to decide his stick shldnt be light, rather medium, the next day.. so now hes like trying to sell it off..


anw after me and huifern decided on ours, we and shihui cabbed down to queenstown to meet zul and cheryl.. then marcus pangsehed, decided hes not coming with us.. so anyway we went to see class tee.. and decided on white based with a black strip running down the side of our torsos.. got the shirt for like 20.. then supposed to wait for bus with cheryl and shihui.. we waited so long we just decided to cab back to clementi.. hahaha..


so see? u think that spending on cab fare is little when u share with other ppl, but THREE cab rides in a day! hahaha.. that amounts to about 10 bucks? hahaha.. anyway thats roughly my tuesday.. hahaa biggest event? buying my darling..

todayy!

hahaha chem test 2 is a total goner! the most i can ever get is like 14 out of 30, cos thats the number of marks on the questions which i attempted properly.. sigh.. anyways after sch had hockey training! omigosh. its like so fun can.. but christina had to pull me out when they doing dribbling.. such a total waste.. cos i would have loved to train on that.. sigh..

anyways christina had like a WHOLE lot of things to say when they were doing dribbling! omigosh la. hahaha.. anyways we had to like contact class reps and all that.. then gotta do banner-like thingy.. then alot of rubbish coming up for sports meet la.. sigh.. then then then 1st week of june we're gonna stayy over at christina's house!! hahaha sounds like fun man.. ;DD maybe not the chris house thingy but rather the staying over with Owens comm thingy.. hahaha that one is cool.. =))

so by the time i got back to hockey training they were teaching pushes already.. and so i tried.. and mine was okay.. ;DD thats good, just have to work on making it a reali good one.. loved the way jenmey pushed hers.. wow wow la. haha so anw.. yeah trained on pushes and stops, and that was about it.. but im starting to love the sport, and doing well in it too..

anyways heres where the misadventures of today comes in.. hahaha me huifern victoria left training early, vic cos shes meeting her friend in town.. and me and huifern cos we originally wanted to go support rugby? but then huifern suddenly say dun feel like going support rugby.. so we ended up going town with vic, and on the bus we chatted a whole lot, took pics of our dearest sticks together and used as wall paper on our phones.. hahaha.. we even christened the sticks.. hahaha huifern's black mazon is angelina jolie, victoria's sexaye red gryphon is jennifer aniston and mine, i couldnt come up with any names.. then after that when walking along orchard hf suggested pamela anderson.. when i got home, i decided lara croft is a nicer name.. hahaha.. but me and huifern left victoria with her friend.. then we went shopping for hockey balls, but guess wat? the brand we bought with our stick costs a whooping $18 at paragon, while we only bought ours for FIVE BUCKS! hahaha. woooah la, the price difference is like huge can.. hahaha.. can buy 3 balls.. and have money left over for lunch.. hahaha.. anyway after we shopped for the hockey stuff we went over to taka and had omu rice dinner.. and omg its so filling can.. its yummy too, but i couldnt tell if it was reali yummy or im just reali hungry.. hahaha.. so left for home after chatting awhile.. ;DD and got blasted to leave my hp on dad's table cos i didnt call them and all that.. so oops.. hahaha.. anyway yeah.. thats about it for today, had a great great day.. hahaa.. and i lovelovelove my svh.. haha sounds almost like sweet valley high. nope its not, its sharon victoria huifern.. hahaha.. we already making plans to go out after next training and on next fri and stuff.. hahaha.. we rock! hahaha..

tag reply:

shihui; hey girl.. nite nites too.. hahaha.. ;DD bet the hugs were donated by u.. hahaha..

Labels: birthdays, busy, hockey, overspending, owens comm meeting, shopping spree, svh, tests, training

its gonna be dajie's birthday tmr! hahaha and in comes the lapse time when our age gap is 21 years.. haha oh well, only for that 10 miserable days.. hahaha.. wooohooo.. and dajie will be 37 already.. haha hitting the big 4-0 reali reali soon.. hahaha..

and zomg, its less than 2 weeks till i turn seventeen! my goodness.. did i see wrongly? im turning seventeen.. i dont want to turn 7-teen.. wanna be sixteen all my life.. wahahah.. sad case, sad case.. im still behaving like im 6 or 7.. cant grow up de.. hahaha..

anyways on sunday, morning got up to go to church with amy! omgomgomg.. hahaha imagine me going to attend service.. haha it was okay la, almost like the RELC Easter service like that.. except that sunday was pastor's wife talking cos its mothers day.. then after that amy pretty much dumped me with the youth ministry to go for lunch while she left with adults for zion market.. so i met lindy, qiao zhen, jemie, jeremy, tsemin and the whole bunch of them.. tsemin is JJ snr. how cool is that.. and we're planning to join the G-EX festiva together.. ;DD exchanged numbers with qiao zhen, who just grad from NP and is currently working first before either getting another diploma or entering NIE.. Lindy is ACJC graduate, j3.. then jemie and jeremy is 4 years older, jeremy in med sch.. so interesting to knoe these ppl.. ;DD and ohohoh im cfmed going for church camp in genting from 11-15june with amy.. how cool is that?!? hahaha hope i can adapt to the environment of christians surrounding me.. hahaha..

so after lunching with youths/tertiary, i went for ben&jerry's with amy!! hahaha and we shopped for a bit, saw a prettaye prettaye dress from zara!!! zomg.. i so love it, it screams "SHARON".. its a striped cotton racer-back mini-dress.. reali nice and bright colours too, yellow orangey.. but the price even nicer, 60bucks.. sigh.. so we were supposed to go to some this fashion outlet to search for a cheaper similar dress, to that same effect.. yupps.. amy bought me a nice pair of dangly earrings.. and we came across this drink called "anything" and "whatever".. anything is a random fizzy drink ie various colas while whatever is a random non-carbonated drink like various teas.. so cool.. we bought a can of anything and i think it was lemon fizz.. so sour.. haha.. then headed home where i caught a nap before heading to tanah merah ferry terminal at nite to pick mum and dad from their bintan trip..

today at sch.. haha slack day, kinda got away with numerous stuff.. like not doing chemistry tut or even bringing it cos i seriously thot it was chem pract period.. then no pc cos we went for the boring physics talk.. the speaker had this reali weird slang, it sounded like, reali bimbotic? hahaha.. and my imitation of him sent baoxian reeling with laughter.. so anyways after that went to grandstand to watch jj vs rjc in soccer.. woooooh. i loveloveloved the first half.. they all put up such a great fight that it was nil-nil.. then 2nd half rj had their noise levels up and JJ actually conceded 4 goals before scoring one pathetic one.. sigh.. guess this means the end of their season.. and bball team also, they lost the match to temasek and darren was super emo.. haha end of their season too..

tmr! omg omg soo cool.. i'll be tagging along with huifern and liqian and marcus to buy sticks and shinguards, soccer socks.. in other words hockey gear.. but im kinda worried about the budget part.. its like so .. zomg la.. paying up for class teeshirt which cost 25bucks.. then stick will be around hundred.. the various other equipment will be like another 30-40 bucks? ultimately will be spending up to $200.. im worried for my bank account.. hahaha.. so in any case.. this month i reali reali reali overspent.. plusplusplus i haven gotten my pay! gosh la.. hahaha.. and hope it wont drag till too late tmr also, dont wanna get scolded.. hahaha.. cos we're going 2 stops, queensway sc and peninsula plaza.. okie doks.. better be going off soon.. in preparation for a long day tmr.. so exciting.. gonna be choosing stick and all that hockey gear.. wahahha.. ;DDD

tag reply:

baoxian; yeah we all knoe ur actually not so guai one.. xP only sidhu thinks u very guai.. cos u were colouring in ur notes.. wahahha.. and i was too!! ;DD feels good to be a good kid.. LOL.. hahaha

POST-SCRIPT: ahhh drop me more hugggs please~ haahha..

nite nitex, sweet dreams of me ppl.. and slp tight..

Labels: birthdays, busy, hockey, jj, overspending, rj, shopping spree, sidhu, soccer, sunday service, youths