Listening to* Damaged, Shayne Ward.
*Apologize, Timbaland.

uh oh. i just had a sumptuous breakfast! hahaha. so much food. if i eat like that everyday im gonna become one big fat pig. (^oo^) oink oink. hahaha i cooked for my family, basic stuff. made half-boiled eggs and fried sunny-side-up. and for myself i had omelette, made up of 2 eggs, an onion, 2 prawns. lol. and had a mug of iced-milo. then had a large bowl of honey-stars dunked in rich chocolate milk. how sinful is that. hahahaha. so much carbo and protein. and cholesterol! from the prawn. hahaha just a whole lot of calories spent on a SINGLE breakfast. oops. i would be a happy girl if i could eat like that everyday. hahaha!! anyway my mum said she wants to go down to pulau ubin to check out my dad's new club. My sister bought him the membership there as a christmas gift so we wanna take a look. hopefully we can go down, and maybe ride a bike around the island cos im feeling guilty about the feast i just had. hahaha. wanna go ice-skating soooon!!! lols. amy is loaning me her skates so i get to look really cool on ice. lols.


need to pack my room! its been messy since before i went down to kulai for the resort trip. i didnt mention that yeah? haha we (me, dad, mum, 3rd sis+bro-in-law+niece+maid) went to a resort in kulai (somewhere north of 2nd Link checkpoint) and spent a relaxing weekend there. saturday afternoon went in and played golf at the driving range. i managed to get my swing correct despite it being my 3rd time playing in my entire life. haha. furthest i got the ball was around slightly further off 100m. so proud of myself!! ;DD then went for dinner at restaurant somewhere off the resort. and we bought some more fast food back to the resort. heard of marrybrown? yeah love their fried chicken! cant believe we ate so much. then made up for it cos sunday after breakfast me, dad, sis and maid went biking. had 4bikes free for an hour so we explored the golf course. i started off behind cos im unstable on a bike, but i ended up leading the troop after that cos the rest were old bones and slow-pokes.hehe. after that we went to watch people at the golf course tee-ing off at first hole. quite cool. then after returning the bikes me and sis went for a dip/swim in the pool. cos we biked with costumes inside. haha. then after swimming went back to the resort room to dip in the jacuzzi tub available in the room toilet. cool huh! haha then kinda went off from there after we all finished showering off and packing up. so shiok right. golf, bike, swim. ;DDD

sigh this cny red packets as usual quite little. maybe a little over 200 only. saving up desperately to get my new MP3. cos mine is spoiling, the earpiece was long gone and the replacement is also spoiling. and really, 512mb might have been enough in sec 3 but not anymore. looking to get an 8GB iPod Nano PINK. hahaha. so hopefully i can get it soooooon! :D yay. jiayou jiayou jiayou. got almost 300 already. nano costs 350 in singapore but im asking dajie-fu to get from japan so its definitely cheaper, plus he has the "education discount". so YEEAH!. hahaha

anyway CONGRATS SINGAPORE, we DID IT! we got the bid for YOG 2010! :D i cant begin to describe how ecstatic i am. the atmosphere was almost TOO tense at the padang that night when 7pm struck. there was all the hand-squeezing and finger-crossing. i was so scared i couldnt let go of my dance partner's hand, fingers-interlinked. and we shared a tight-squeeze-lift-me-off-the-ground kinda hug after they annouunced "city of singapore" and all the claps cheers screams jumps were done. it was really really great. thanks, raynald for the great time at the padang. even when the rehearsal was supposed to be boring, it was made fun by having a buddy to spot cars with. yup. didnt know of anyone else who loved cars as much as i do. usually people dont know much about cars. oh didnt know ray was the #21 that i used to curse whenever 22 wasnt on the pitch and he was there instead. haha! =X anyway yup. roller-coaster of emotions when we're in holding room cos so nervous before performing, then so nervous about the announcment of results then the relief flooding thru when singapore got it. haha. oh oh the best part was ZINGO! hahaha the zingo drummers are ultra cool. i likkkkkkkkke. hahaha the guys were topless. and they were so shuai! hahaha as in the action when they drummed. wooh. call me, zingo. HAHA. aiights then. this post is getting tooooo lengthy im almost certain im gonna get complaints already. hehe. just needed to rant cos ive been pretty upset lately and writing all this helps me reflect and relax. honestly, composing prose (regardless what kind) is really therapeutic. works every time for me.


DATES* anyone wanna go sentosa? anyone wanna go ice-skating? im very very interested in these 2 just about now. so call me kay. ;DD

Labels: #21, #22, adventure, countdowns, ice-skating, jj, sentosa, slack, stress, student leaders

hmm.. uhh oh! spent the weeknd slacking my ass off.. this totally sucks la.. rahhh.. still cant seem to get down to proper studying for promos.. grrrh. my math is in total shambles and so is my chem! imagine to pass chemistry i need 80%?! hahaha.. better start working hard starting tmr onwards! becos theres an integration test tmr morning bright and early which i am DEFINITELY WITHOUT DOUBT going to fail.. argh..


i shall start studying hard for promos. i must make sure i pass at least my 2 stronger H2 and all my H1 topics.. grhhh..
i shall start saving money. by the time i turn eighteen i must save enough money to see me thru my driving lessons.. i wanna be able to drive by 19.. as long as they dont change the laws i must learn driving fast! save up now for the lessons later. mmmhmm.. must must must save! ;DD


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p/s im not over my emo phase, im just covering it up.. and im trying to solve things really really slowly.. bring my confidence back, bring my dignity back, fight for happiness. im strong, i can do this. its unlike me to give up. so i must fight on. i still love everybody.

Labels: depressed, emo basket case, overspending, promos, save money, slack, stress, tests

havent updated this place in so long, you would have thought it died or something.. nah, the blog was just in hibernation mode as i took a blog-break.. haha.. well my week in brief >.< in length i think, -

after the cafe misadventures
well was enjoying the fact that hockey had ceased temporarily in anticipation of common tests, and making trips to jurong point to shop, study, eat.. went with shihui once, spent a bomb (thou worthwhile) on a kitty pouch.. then we finally went library to work on my math.. we saw jennifer there and i 'stole' her assignments to replicate.. haha.. went jp again with baobao and michele the next day and spent small sum on belt and earrings, long john dinner.. kind of spent a whole lot of money on shopping that week.. oh wells.. saturday met qz for breakfast at macs to talk about my walk with God so far.. well actually to be honest, the only thing that session was useful for was to spend more time with a friend.. xD oh well.. then went tuition after that, and visited emily/annabelle when tuition was over.. annabelle is soo sweet!! and i fed her milk and burped her.. ;DD sunday visited charmayne in sengkang.. charmayne is chubbier in comparison, so she looked shorter.. haha but they're supposed to be of the same height.. ;DD

monday ^^

after sch needed to stay and do hw/study with baoxian so we kinda decided to stay outside art room after her yoga cos theres little distraction in the form of humans there.. but guess what? i, or rather, we found entertainment in writing with our right hands and somehow the topic of DB came up.. DB stands for dimple boy, and its a specific someone whom, i MUST EMPHASIZE here, WE ARE ABSOLUTELY NOT INTERESTED IN, AND WHOM IS ALREADY HAPPILY TAKEN. haha.. so we sought solace in decorating my foolscap pad frontpage and back covers, scrawling all over pieces of paper how much we love dimple boy.. pretty little hearts and stuff adorn my foolscap pad now.. xD baobao has the pictures to prove it.. well well.. and we also decided to join hiphop dance interest-directed program (idp).. hahaha..

tues, aka today..

went sch super duper late.. when i realised it was still counted late, i was so upset i wished i didnt even attend in the first place.. so anw i got so bored and sick of the bad start, i just decided to take early leave from sch.. slpt during econs lecture and mrs tan came to ask about it.. shihui told her i have headache, so she said if im having headache better go home and rest early.. so i went to get early leave from sch.. came home and watched finish my hana kimi.. i knoe, its been ages since the show finished airing.. i just never got down to completing the series.. well now that i knoe the final outcome, i think it ended a little too abruptly.. as if their love story never began.. just, "ahem we both knoe but we're not saying anything".. no fun.. by the end of the day, i still hadn't gotten any work done, then realised that EoM has to be done! so im half-chionging, half-playing on comp.. dont wanna go sch tmr.. hahaha.. hopefully mami agrees to it.. teeheex.. so idiotic, eom and all causing lack of slp.. hahaha..


okays, off to do my EoM and chat with jim hotts.. convinced him to watch hana kimi and he said its crap show but funny.. hahaha im hoping he will continue watching the series, that would help pull up his 16/100 chinese grades.. wahaha..

au revoir~

Labels: db, hiphop dance, hockey, idp, late, pontang, pw, slack

thur i took my A lvl mt oral.. ooooh.. i was so afraid cos i havent been speaking chinese in a long while.. then i said a little prayer to god while awaiting the death call.. and just kept my mind free of other things.. before the exam started, my examiner being reali nice, came up to talk to us and discuss the JJ E-Gaming shop and how theres this shop in tg katong that sells gaming stuff reali cheap and etc.. just to break the tension.. then when i was called up to prepare the passage beforehand, the passage turned out to be thankfully easy to read.. pretty much like some secondary school text.. after that, the conversation topic was a breeze and i think i managed to bring my point across not too bad in nice chinese.. (: went quite well i guess.. thank God.. its by God's grace and mercy that i should breeze thru this mother tongue oral exam.. God carried me thru.. really.. xD


friday-

sidhu didnt come, so the class was released 1230hrs.. super slack.. half of them went meiji choc factory but i couldnt make it cos i was desperate to cut hair.. BUT of course i got one of them to help me buy some things.. ;DD anw so i went bt batok to cut hair with mum.. and in the spur of the moment i decided to go crazy and cut my hair boystyle.. now its super rockin' cool.. i can spike my hair up!! hahaha.. then chionged back JJ for hockey..

sat-

no more OD meetings! wheeee.. morning went sch to meet yufeng for owens comm.. house comm need to make a short film for nat'l day inter-house comm competition.. therefore started thinking of story ideas.. went JP after that with yufeng to help mummy pay bills.. and yufeng took a back view of my hair.. xDD im still waiting for the pic so i can put it up on friendster.. hahaha.. then went home and slacked online and ate brunch.. going to meet up with liangyi soon but wanna check mum's okay.. im like late alr la!! lols.. okok.. gotta fly..





ciao~

Labels: 07S35, busy, friendster, God, hockey, jj, OD2007, outing, owens comm meeting, sidhu, slack, training

hahaha today was wayyy slack.. nothing much going on also.. i cant believe i aced the lecture quiz in math when i was slping thruout the lecture.. wahaha.. heeeheeee.. just using chain rule anyway.. hahaha.. =D but baoxian and shihui and partially own effort helped me see that its chain rule.. and i saw that answers were correct..


anyways then there was a 2 hour break in which was supposed to be the chinese lesson that got cancelled. haha.. so me and baobao decided to go jp shopping.. heehee.. i didnt bother copying the math assignment.. ooops.. then then we didnt realise theres chem lesson during that first half hour we were gone.. until shihui mentioned.. wtshit la.. she never tell us, until she meet us at jp.. dumb dumb de.. shi-tupid.. haha.. then we at jp, baobao wanna eat waffle.. so we go downstairs.. and when i got onto the escalator i spotted the chinaman going on the escalator in the oppo direction.. and i turned and told them "why do i keep seeing ppl that make me wanna ____ today?" then at first they didnt realise.. but the smile on shihui's face i thot she saw already, turns out they both didnt notice.. lol.. then i was just watching them see him.. and i turned, then he say hi so ok lo.. reply.. lol.. then went back sch liao.. the retard club outing.. hahaha..

pw lect was boring, i almost keep falling aslp la.. then did the colouring in of notes also.. our pw gpp wasnt accepted.. sigh.. need to re-discuss the thing.. but anyway after pw lect we just went home.. hahaha i didnt go for the owens comm meeting thingy.. cos i reali reali cant take it liao.. go home dropped dead on the bed.. sigh..

only woke up for dinner then settle the stupid ushers thingy.. suddenly everyone come and tell me they've found me ushers.. like wtshit? jasmine say she got 8 ushers on her side meeting me tmr.. im like, HUH? why u never say.. then she say wat not i never say, is i call like hell but couldnt get thru to u.. and its like, she saw me around sch la.. cant she tell me in sch.. plus plus her calls were at 5pm.. which is like. the day before the event.. wth.. never say anything till the last min and blame me that i shld have informed the group shld i be unavailable.. i must go find you and ask nicely? or u shld report to me when u find ppl? wtshit la. plus i already like, apologized nicely and ask u tell them dont need. and u keep quarrelling back with me. why shld i waste my sms to argue. just forget it man. waste my effort and waste my time getting upset over this trivial matter.. anyway settle liao.. i guess.. i cant handle her explosive ways of dealing with matters..

anyway tmr is gonna be an exciting day! theres sports meet, theres OD press conference.. omigosh la.. hahaha.. sports meet, im super worried for my 4by400m.. cos i just did 2.4 today.. (timing was bad man. 1215) and after i did the run i actually have muscle aches! omg.. shows how long i haven trained my runs and all.. but partially from hockey training the day before also la, the aches. anyway yeah.. hopefully i can run below 1.30min for my round tmr.. ;DD

OD press conference.. haha i cant be there.. cos of sports meet, somehow i feel sports meet more important to me? i dont knoe.. i mean, at least arthur is there to do the conference.. and sports meet, how are u gonna find a runner to sub me? impossible right.. ;DD also, that chinaman's house is winning now, i so wanna catch up for owens.. i lovelovelove OWENS!! lol crazy freak.. ;DD

oh and 07S35 is going for class outing to IMM pepperlunch tmr.. wooohooo.. sometimes they can be just so united.. i lovelovelove them.. hahaha.. hopefully i can join them cos i scared theres liike house committee commitments.. thats like so sucky can.. wahaha.. thats about it for tmr's to-anticipate events.. ;DD

tag replies:

baoxian: hahaha ooops. sorrie la.. thankew thankew thankew!! mwah mwah.. hahaha.. -hugs-.. aiya about the blasted part.. kinda used to it, kinda got over it when i was blogging.. around 2am liao that time..

shihui: hahaha orh.. oops.. thankew anyway! for the three.. ;DD -hugs- too..


post script: just a random note- dajie's STILL 21 years older for now (well at least 7more days to go).. hahaha.. but its like just one week more till i turn 17.. sigh.. so old already.. hahaha.. ;DDD

kk gonna slp already, need the rest for tmr's sports meet.. hahaha..

ciao~!

Labels: 07S35, erc, OD2007, outing, owens comm meeting, shopping spree, slack