haha wow almost a month since i last updated.. lots have happened.. hahaa but i shall cut the crap.. just the basic which everyone knows already- promos are over; chinese a lvls over; pw op coming up; holidays are here. haha then the not so basic- mad camp just over; ogl interview over; ogl selection results out. no surprises there, im selected as ogl.. but sadly, depressingly, baoxian didnt get in..






pig is non-existent. ;DD

Labels: holidays, ogls, promos, pw

colourgenics for fun 2oct07




You are tending to pursue your objectives with concentrated intensity and it would seem that whatever obstacles may come into your path, you will stick to your guns and will not allow yourself to be deflected from your purpose. You are striving to achieve recognition and what is more - you deserve it.

You are very talented, imaginative and sensitive but you are holding back as you do not really like going it 'on your own'. In preference you would like to team up with someone, someone with similar attributes as your own, to explore - to seek out and go perhaps 'where no other man has trod before'. It is the unusual that attracts you and which will give you a sense of excitement and adventure.

It's the time of year that you are apt to become extremely restless and emotionally withdrawn. This is preventing you from becoming deeply involved with a person or persons within your sphere of influence. If you are willing to 'let go' and release your inhibitions you will find that a great deal of physical satisfaction will result, far more than perhaps you even believed you were capable of.

You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.

You don't like authority and you rebel against all forms of limitation. You are your own person and you intend to stay that way and to get on in the world simply by your hard work and determination.








mmmm.. i like the results.. hahaha.. whatever.. ;DD

promos over by tmr..! ice-skating, sentosa! hahaha.. im so gonna buy the sentosa islander card man. i dont care! hahaha.. ;D

Labels: colourgenics, ice-skating, promos, sentosa

mmmm. promos. the all-scary thing that people cower and shiver at the mention of. hahaha and its finally arrived. in style, might i add. the day it all started, a nice beautiful storm raged just over jurong junior college. wonder if thats an omen. if so, good or bad? rain/water doesnt necessarily have to have negative connotations.. maybe the rain was washing away all stupidity in us so that we'll do exceptionally well.. anyway anyway.. cut the nonsense..

GP was okaaaay i guess. thanks to sid's promotional conversation.. =D all the stuff we chatted about were fulfilled prophecies.. and the one i prepared.. i had 4vs2 points.. hope that one goes well.. the passage was okaaay, but application question kinda sucked.. lack of time to concretely argue my points.. and had no idea how to format my answer.. lol..

chinese.. what am i supposed to say?! hahaha.. its the slackest subject ever available.. and the reason so many ppl do so well for it easily is becos its just giveaway subject ok.. u dont have to mug for it, just need to use some chinese in ur daily life and voila! there u go, ur chinese is a B.. hahaha and then make some effort to read more and write more, learn better phrases and there u go, ur A.. mmm helps if u are a melodramatic person who can come up with lovely plots for the oh-so-silly essays that we are still expected to write.. lolol.. my chinese paper was average.. im confident i will pass.. xD who cares about acing it..

physics- its scary cos ive counted 30m in an 80m total that is blank for paper 2.. and in paper 1 the last 6qns are anyhow shade, plus peppered thru the paper i know there are stuff i cant do.. but the only consolation is that i only need 44m out of the 140 total to pass my physics.. thats 30%, becos previously my grade is C already.. so hopefully after the 30m+12m minused.. i still have the about 90m out of 140m thats more or less in-tact.. then at least i would guarantee the one H1 pass here.. =X

papers: 3/6.
torture of the month; day: 1/7.
days to freedom: 6
days to iceskating with waynum/jacinda: 6
days to sentosa with michele/huiyi/weixian: 7


wheeeeeeeee. i cant wait. though it seems as though the 1st 2 count-ups are =/-ly horrid, the last few countdowns are pheeeeeeew. hahaha.. xD take care everybody and mug hard.. just a little bit more to go.. we shall all get thru this thing ok.. this fucked-up thing called PROMOTIONAL EXAMINATIONS, YEAR 1 STUDENTS, JURONG JUNIOR COLLEGE. 0_x

Labels: chinese, countdowns, depressed, gp, promos, sidhu, stress

just for fun colourgenics 26sept 1346.



Presently, you are trying to break away from a situation that is causing you considerable worry and concern. Things are getting on top of you and you are feeling depressed almost to breaking point. Obviously there must be a way out - but at this time the solution seems to be escaping you. You want to 'get away from it all' and as a consequence you appear to be sullen and introverted and refuse to get involved in any discussion or arguments which could aggravate the situation. Accept the fact that 'as you feel - so your body will respond' and 'pretend' to the world about you that everything is going beautifully as, if you act as if 'all is going well' everything will, whether you believe it or not, work out as you would like it to.

You are very self-sufficient and methodical. You presume to know where you are going but need to find a person who will recognise the way you are, not be too demanding and who is, as they say in Italy, 'Simpatico'.

It is hard for you to accept that your needs and desires are misunderstood by almost everyone within your sphere of influence and there is no one to rely on. Your pent-up emotions and inherent egocentricity make you quick to take offence, but as matters stand you realise that you'll have to make the best of things as they are.

Presently, you are experiencing stress because of restriction on your independence. You need and seek respect from other people and it is essential that they appreciate you for yourself and not for what they would like you to be. You have your own beliefs and convictions and you would like to be respected for them. You are anxious to avail yourself of every opportunity that may come your way but nevertheless, come what may, you have the need to control your own destiny without imposed limitations or restrictions.

You are fed up with other people trying to influence you and you also feel that it is necessary to protect yourself from the threat that your independence and freedom may be restricted. You would just like to be left alone.







toodles; off to mug physics. promos in 18hrs.

Labels: colourgenics, depressed, promos, stress

hmm.. uhh oh! spent the weeknd slacking my ass off.. this totally sucks la.. rahhh.. still cant seem to get down to proper studying for promos.. grrrh. my math is in total shambles and so is my chem! imagine to pass chemistry i need 80%?! hahaha.. better start working hard starting tmr onwards! becos theres an integration test tmr morning bright and early which i am DEFINITELY WITHOUT DOUBT going to fail.. argh..


i shall start studying hard for promos. i must make sure i pass at least my 2 stronger H2 and all my H1 topics.. grhhh..
i shall start saving money. by the time i turn eighteen i must save enough money to see me thru my driving lessons.. i wanna be able to drive by 19.. as long as they dont change the laws i must learn driving fast! save up now for the lessons later. mmmhmm.. must must must save! ;DD


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p/s im not over my emo phase, im just covering it up.. and im trying to solve things really really slowly.. bring my confidence back, bring my dignity back, fight for happiness. im strong, i can do this. its unlike me to give up. so i must fight on. i still love everybody.

Labels: depressed, emo basket case, overspending, promos, save money, slack, stress, tests