this morning, i didnt go for LTS nor service.. kinda barred.. so i slept longer, then woke up to buy breakfast.. asked for permission to go chase over breakfast and was granted provisional permission.. that i pack my room and it passes the QC inspection.. haha and so off i went to meet lindy. realised it was already super late, i decided to cab over.. but since no cabs were coming i was getting frantic. the next available cab that came along i just flagged and boarded.. and voila! its a limo cab. wtshit right? i just realised it was when i noticed how comfortable the seat was and how cold the aircon was.. and that the meter read $3.00 right from the start!! it was a skoda cab.. anyway total cab fare was $15.70. most expensive cab-ride in my whole life.. anyway we ate subway on the go, and only to realise that tecman was closed. sigh.. anw we realised it was getting late, therefore we headed down to bishan alr..


chase was amazing!! really.. the dance was not too bad, but just okay. normal. and the skit was nice! and the pastor was great.. he was quite funny.. reali cool.. when they ministered the song "so you would come", i kinda felt this surge of faith and trust.. perhaps in God.. and i knew i had to respond when they called for souls to be saved..

hence, I ACCEPTED CHRIST AS LORD ON THIS DAY, 080707, AT CHASE 07- HARVESTER AOG YOUTH RALLY.


arent u guys glad for me and proud of me? i think its a big step, but i just felt ready to take the plunge.. now i just need to pray for God to strengthen my faith in Him.. ;DD i might have accepted Him, but whoever said the road ahead will be easy? theres so much i need to knoe.. and so much to learn.. im sure with God's grace i will do just fine.. churchmates all ask why i suddenly chose that day to say the sinner's prayer.. i cant answer that now, cos i dont knoe. it was just a "its that day! thats why!" kinda thing.. becos it felt like i had to.. i just had to.. maybe someday i will be able to answer that.. imagine how i used to think im just too scared and not ready for any of this, to shut myself from anyone telling me about God, to just shy away from it all.. now im ready. prepare my spiritual-being to live my life for You, Lord.

Labels: chase 07, God, overspending, sunday service, youths

hmm.. i was asking mum about going for service.. and faced rejection.. this is how our conversation went-

Sharon: SO tmr can i go too?
Mum: why u wanna keep going.. i never make noise then u decide ur gonna keep going there? u wanna join christianity is it.. ur too young for that ok..
S: huh but im just going for fun! i never said i wanna join, i just go see see for fun..
M: then u better knoe ur priorities hor..
S: ... ... *speechless*


and so.. amy came home and i was discussing this conversation with her.. she also has the zzz face.. well.. she agreed to go for graduation IF she wakes up in time. and i told her im gonna come knocking on her room door.. wahaha.. but then i'd have to get permission first.. and oh well. she's with me, she tells me gambattei and then troops off to bed. sigh.. so anyway, some enlightening words from her: search ur intentions, tell God and then ask mum. .. hmm so off i went to shower and searched my intentions..

i think at first i joined any of their activities is just for being with my wonderful new-found friends.. ie. everyone at harvester.. and then after that slowly, i think my intentions of going to service.. .. well, not exactly no longer for the ppl.. but now theres an added element- that i wan to listen to sermon and see what they have to say. maybe i want to find out more. its still non-committal but i reali feel like i want to listen to the sermon. i knoe theres still the underlying reasons of going becos of my friends.. its the transitional stage, perhaps? i mean if suddenly the ppl are a totally different bunch i doubt i would be as enthusiastic about going.. however i probably might still want to go.. perhaps its the idea of going for service, something novel, that attracts me? i dont knoe. and i dont knoe about telling God, but im gonna ask mum anyway.. hopefully i can go.. lucks to me..




au revoir~

Labels: sunday service, youths

church camp was amazing.. i love the weather, and sermons were somewhat interesting. the pastor taught not only christian ways, but life skills as well. thinking about it, the things she said of forgiveness and of repentence are not just applicable in a christian life. in a way, practising these in life is useful towards living a life more fruitfully. what would be the point of bearing grudges? and by being unrepentent life cannot go on properly. the same mistakes are just gonna be made over and over again. what is sin? to me, its anything bad for u. and to do anything bad to urself would be shortening ur own life, or just making it more unbearable and miserable. so whether or not u live ur life for god as a christian, keeping with the christian values are reali useful in life. however, one thing that kinda scared me was the altar calls at every single service in camp.. i got so afraid! cos i reali didnt understand wat was going on, and it didnt help that i was seeing so many ppl cry and wail, fall down, throw up.. the very first time i saw it was a total culture shock. but slowly, gradually various ppl explained it to me and i started getting used to the idea, thou not any less frightened when it happens.. but i did learn to help shift the chairs so that ppl had space to fall.. haha.. i guess church camp did lots to help me knoe more about harvester.. and i made many many new friends, which im thankful for.. thankyou to everyone for helping me feel more at home.. im glad i made friends even with ppl from zones other than the west.. ppl like ziazek, dawn, darren, etc.. and also the west zone ppl like jasmine, josiah, jacquelynn, jim, and everyone else.. so anyway, church camp opened my eyes to more stuff, and opened more doors for me.. went for the service on sunday after church camp.. think it was ok- the pastor only talked about luke 15.. about fathers day. haha.. the ultimate father's heart.. so yah..

Labels: church camp, sunday service, youths

its gonna be dajie's birthday tmr! hahaha and in comes the lapse time when our age gap is 21 years.. haha oh well, only for that 10 miserable days.. hahaha.. wooohooo.. and dajie will be 37 already.. haha hitting the big 4-0 reali reali soon.. hahaha..

and zomg, its less than 2 weeks till i turn seventeen! my goodness.. did i see wrongly? im turning seventeen.. i dont want to turn 7-teen.. wanna be sixteen all my life.. wahahah.. sad case, sad case.. im still behaving like im 6 or 7.. cant grow up de.. hahaha..

anyways on sunday, morning got up to go to church with amy! omgomgomg.. hahaha imagine me going to attend service.. haha it was okay la, almost like the RELC Easter service like that.. except that sunday was pastor's wife talking cos its mothers day.. then after that amy pretty much dumped me with the youth ministry to go for lunch while she left with adults for zion market.. so i met lindy, qiao zhen, jemie, jeremy, tsemin and the whole bunch of them.. tsemin is JJ snr. how cool is that.. and we're planning to join the G-EX festiva together.. ;DD exchanged numbers with qiao zhen, who just grad from NP and is currently working first before either getting another diploma or entering NIE.. Lindy is ACJC graduate, j3.. then jemie and jeremy is 4 years older, jeremy in med sch.. so interesting to knoe these ppl.. ;DD and ohohoh im cfmed going for church camp in genting from 11-15june with amy.. how cool is that?!? hahaha hope i can adapt to the environment of christians surrounding me.. hahaha..

so after lunching with youths/tertiary, i went for ben&jerry's with amy!! hahaha and we shopped for a bit, saw a prettaye prettaye dress from zara!!! zomg.. i so love it, it screams "SHARON".. its a striped cotton racer-back mini-dress.. reali nice and bright colours too, yellow orangey.. but the price even nicer, 60bucks.. sigh.. so we were supposed to go to some this fashion outlet to search for a cheaper similar dress, to that same effect.. yupps.. amy bought me a nice pair of dangly earrings.. and we came across this drink called "anything" and "whatever".. anything is a random fizzy drink ie various colas while whatever is a random non-carbonated drink like various teas.. so cool.. we bought a can of anything and i think it was lemon fizz.. so sour.. haha.. then headed home where i caught a nap before heading to tanah merah ferry terminal at nite to pick mum and dad from their bintan trip..

today at sch.. haha slack day, kinda got away with numerous stuff.. like not doing chemistry tut or even bringing it cos i seriously thot it was chem pract period.. then no pc cos we went for the boring physics talk.. the speaker had this reali weird slang, it sounded like, reali bimbotic? hahaha.. and my imitation of him sent baoxian reeling with laughter.. so anyways after that went to grandstand to watch jj vs rjc in soccer.. woooooh. i loveloveloved the first half.. they all put up such a great fight that it was nil-nil.. then 2nd half rj had their noise levels up and JJ actually conceded 4 goals before scoring one pathetic one.. sigh.. guess this means the end of their season.. and bball team also, they lost the match to temasek and darren was super emo.. haha end of their season too..

tmr! omg omg soo cool.. i'll be tagging along with huifern and liqian and marcus to buy sticks and shinguards, soccer socks.. in other words hockey gear.. but im kinda worried about the budget part.. its like so .. zomg la.. paying up for class teeshirt which cost 25bucks.. then stick will be around hundred.. the various other equipment will be like another 30-40 bucks? ultimately will be spending up to $200.. im worried for my bank account.. hahaha.. so in any case.. this month i reali reali reali overspent.. plusplusplus i haven gotten my pay! gosh la.. hahaha.. and hope it wont drag till too late tmr also, dont wanna get scolded.. hahaha.. cos we're going 2 stops, queensway sc and peninsula plaza.. okie doks.. better be going off soon.. in preparation for a long day tmr.. so exciting.. gonna be choosing stick and all that hockey gear.. wahahha.. ;DDD

tag reply:

baoxian; yeah we all knoe ur actually not so guai one.. xP only sidhu thinks u very guai.. cos u were colouring in ur notes.. wahahha.. and i was too!! ;DD feels good to be a good kid.. LOL.. hahaha

POST-SCRIPT: ahhh drop me more hugggs please~ haahha..

nite nitex, sweet dreams of me ppl.. and slp tight..

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