I'm the girl
who will put her head on your shoulder,
not because I'm sleepy,
but because I want to be closer to you...
I'm the girl
who likes to be kissed in the rain,
more than in an expensive resturant...
I'm the girl
who says,
"Okay, but you owe me..." jokingly.
Not because I actually want something,
but because it means
I get to spend more time with you
and I care...
I'm the girl
you can take absolutely anywhere
and I will have fun
because it means I am spending time with you...
I'm the girl
who is incredibly picky,
but when I find someone I like
I want to spend the whole night
curled up in his arms...
I'm the girl
who never forgets
all the sweet little things
you do for me...
I'm the girl
who once I let you into my heart,
there's always a place there
with your name on it.
And even if we spend time apart,
I'm the girl
who never forgets you..
I'm the girl
who loves to end a hug
with a kiss..
I'm the girl
who you can talk to
about anything..
I'm the girl
who laughs at your jokes...
I'm the girl
who will brag about you
to all of my friends...
i'm the girl
who will listen to you talk...
I'm the girl
who loves it when you hug me
for no apparent reason...
I'm the girl
who loves it
when you hug me from behind
or kiss me on the cheek...
I'm the girl
who loves the feeling
when you take me by the hand
without saying a word...
I'm the girl
who loves you for you,
and doesn't care
what other people say
about us...

Labels: loneliness, love

mmm.. this time things ARE looking better.. i hope i can get over it.. haha..




You work hard, seeking success. You are self-sufficient and in spite of all the trials and tribulations that have beset you in the past you carry on regardless.. You are one to be admired because you pursue your objectives single-mindedly and with initiative. You know that you can 'do it' and what is more, you will - without necessarily being dependent upon the goodwill of others.

You need an atmosphere of peace and quiet and you would like to share a bond of understanding with the 'right person' - you have the belief that with the right person, your stress and anxiety could be minimised.

You are a perfectionist in everything that you put your hand to. You are demanding and very exacting in the standards you apply to your choice of colleagues and friends -perhaps you demand too much from people. That perfection you seek in a particular person is illusive - perhaps it does not even exist.

You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.

You are trying to build up your own position and you resist all external influences. You insist that you are your own person and you will not tolerate any outside interference. Decisive and proud, you are true managerial material.











to be honest, im feeling really lonely right now. i cant stand it anymore! waiting for the right person to come along.. but im afraid of all my shadows from the past.. im so afraid i cant get over the barrier of myself even if i get to meet the right person.. thats been the stumbling block for all my past relationships.. my own barriers. sigh.

Labels: colourgenics, depressed, emo basket case, loneliness, sick, stress