been feeling rather emo-ish.. dont know how to explain or describe.. but i think i know the reason behind my emo-ness.. haha.. maybe the super highness is just a facade? maybe im just really really sad? it probably all falls under the heading "emotional".. just have a tonne of things in my mind with nobody i really trust to tell everything.. sometimes i feel like i am unable to completely let go and trust ppl.. maybe ive always been too guillible, trusting too much in ppl that i get bluffed too much.. discovered this colorgenics test on a friend's blog, and been doing it just to test my emotions at different various times.. i think its quite true at every time i take it.. the colours i choose are different according to my mood.. heres my current one..

COLOURGENICS TEST
You are seeking an affectionate relationship, offering fulfilment and happiness. You are capable of powerful emotional enthusiasm. Deep down, you are a kind loving person, always helpful and willing to adapt yourself if necessary to realise the bond of affection that you desire. But you need the same consideration and understanding from others and it is this need that will sometimes hold you back... so let go, trust and you may pleasantly surprised at what happens.

Being impulsive and irritable, your desires and needs are paramount. You do things with insufficient thought - with little regard to the consequences that may follow. As a consequence of this attitude, you may be experiencing stress and conflict.

You feel that you deserve far more than is being attributed to you, but there is no-one to whom you can turn to for sympathy and understanding. Your pent-up emotions and inherent egocentricity make you quick to take offence, but as matters stand you realise that you will have to make the best of things as they are.

Presently, you are experiencing stress because of restriction on your independence. You need and seek respect from other people and it is essential that they appreciate you for yourself and not for what they would like you to be. You have your own beliefs and convictions and you would like to be respected for them. You are anxious to avail yourself of every opportunity that may come your way but nevertheless, come what may, you have the need to control your own destiny without imposed limitations or restrictions.

You wish to be left in peace... no more conflict and no more differences of opinion. In fact you just don't want to be involved in arguments of any shape or form. All you want is for 'them' to get on with it - and to leave you alone.






no idea, but i feel horrible in any case. toodles, gonna wallow in emotions.

Labels: emo basket case