hmm.. i was asking mum about going for service.. and faced rejection.. this is how our conversation went-

Sharon: SO tmr can i go too?
Mum: why u wanna keep going.. i never make noise then u decide ur gonna keep going there? u wanna join christianity is it.. ur too young for that ok..
S: huh but im just going for fun! i never said i wanna join, i just go see see for fun..
M: then u better knoe ur priorities hor..
S: ... ... *speechless*


and so.. amy came home and i was discussing this conversation with her.. she also has the zzz face.. well.. she agreed to go for graduation IF she wakes up in time. and i told her im gonna come knocking on her room door.. wahaha.. but then i'd have to get permission first.. and oh well. she's with me, she tells me gambattei and then troops off to bed. sigh.. so anyway, some enlightening words from her: search ur intentions, tell God and then ask mum. .. hmm so off i went to shower and searched my intentions..

i think at first i joined any of their activities is just for being with my wonderful new-found friends.. ie. everyone at harvester.. and then after that slowly, i think my intentions of going to service.. .. well, not exactly no longer for the ppl.. but now theres an added element- that i wan to listen to sermon and see what they have to say. maybe i want to find out more. its still non-committal but i reali feel like i want to listen to the sermon. i knoe theres still the underlying reasons of going becos of my friends.. its the transitional stage, perhaps? i mean if suddenly the ppl are a totally different bunch i doubt i would be as enthusiastic about going.. however i probably might still want to go.. perhaps its the idea of going for service, something novel, that attracts me? i dont knoe. and i dont knoe about telling God, but im gonna ask mum anyway.. hopefully i can go.. lucks to me..




au revoir~

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