Da Diva's Diary

life rocks!

2008-04-07T20:24:00.002+08:00

woohoo life rocks now. :D everyday its packedd like crazy right up till sports meet ends and thats in mid-may. and after my schedule frees up a little im gonna pick up dance classes with my sister! woohoo im really looking forward to that. ;DD life's good. hopefully i remain focussed every step of the way. yeah. support me kay! haha.

arty farty me

2008-03-18T23:22:00.003+08:00

oh im so glad school has finally started proper. haha its like the orientation-period-slash-PAE-period totally sucks. its the worst time to get thru.. its when you see everyone slacking and playing but you know you cant afford to. its becos of doing that the previous year that youre faced with retaining. to repeat the mistake would be fatal and much less to say stupid. but its also the time u cant help yourself, where the school doesnt really keep that tight reins on ur work yet. still it hurts pretty bad inside when u see all your previous besties working hard and stressing over the upcoming a's while you have effectively nothing to do since its the "first three months". and it hurts pretty bad inside when you see the year ones have their own OG to bond with and new friends and stuff but youre kicked aside into something called OG32. and youre ostracized by everyone else; your own batch cos "youre too stupid", and the year ones batch still cos "youre too stupid". and in OG32 we're just like a big family cos theres nobody else for us. and theres all the times where ppl have somewhere to call "home" where they belong. during CNY celebrations, orientation 2. those are the loneliest. we call them our little retainees gathering. but to be honest, it hurts to be ostracized this way. can you imagine when orientation 2 admin days was going on, the whole J1 cohort was listening to talks while the retainees were told we can do whatever we wanted but in school. on one hand i appreciate that we arent expected to sit thru the sickening talks. but on the other hand, i wish they had something else for us to do. even when we tried hanging out at the LN Mess we were told to leave cos we "making the place look very unprofessional". what the fuck?! haha. painful times are over- i hope- and now its time to start working proper. Thank God for that. hahaha

i really am much happier in the arts stream right now rather than the science stream. seriously i dont think i was ever much of a sciency person to begin with. but cos of stupid hopes, i decided to gamble and go for science. but now i realise that arts stream is a much better investment to make. lols weird comparison to investments but its true! yah. so right now im just immersing myself in everything arts, especially literature. hopefully i get a chance to offer H3 literature by the end of my year 1. yeah pray hard for me please. on the subject of literature, i auditioned for the part Goneril (King Lear's eldest daughter) as part of the drama that JJC is putting up for SYF 2008. hopefully i get the part, cos competition's quite stiff. but thankfully the 2 lead actresses of jj drama fest (mind you ive nothing against them, theyre really nice) plays auditioned for the role of cordelia! im quite thankful cos i was feeling really inferior prior to auditioning when i found out they were both trying for a role. made me quite nervous as a result. haha. well now that all is well and good. i just need to pray really hard! hahaha pleeeease give me that role. hahaha. i really think goneril would be a fun part to play. acting like a total bitch and hypocrite. muahahaha!

ps/ march holidays were gooood! i went KL shopping and bought a whole tonne of stuff. hehs. oh i learnt this in literature: hyperbole, saying that i bought a whole tonne of stuff is a hyperbole cos its grotesque over-the-top exaggeration. hahaha.

ta for now! bedtime after a long day.

love

2008-02-25T16:32:00.003+08:00

falling in love is very much like falling down. it happens all of a sudden and so quickly that u dont know what hit you. and while the ride might be fun, the thrilling feeling when u are falling or already in love, but when it all ends.. .. theres nothing left but pain and scars. sometimes if u fall badly enough, it can scar u for life. just like a simple trip in the step is just a slight fall that leaves no more than a scratch, a mis-step on the roof or at a kelong might mean a newspaper post listed as "in loving memory of... "

random, i know. just food for thought. go figure. :D

getting fat

2008-02-24T12:33:00.006+08:00

Listening to* Damaged, Shayne Ward.
*Apologize, Timbaland.

uh oh. i just had a sumptuous breakfast! hahaha. so much food. if i eat like that everyday im gonna become one big fat pig. (^oo^) oink oink. hahaha i cooked for my family, basic stuff. made half-boiled eggs and fried sunny-side-up. and for myself i had omelette, made up of 2 eggs, an onion, 2 prawns. lol. and had a mug of iced-milo. then had a large bowl of honey-stars dunked in rich chocolate milk. how sinful is that. hahahaha. so much carbo and protein. and cholesterol! from the prawn. hahaha just a whole lot of calories spent on a SINGLE breakfast. oops. i would be a happy girl if i could eat like that everyday. hahaha!! anyway my mum said she wants to go down to pulau ubin to check out my dad's new club. My sister bought him the membership there as a christmas gift so we wanna take a look. hopefully we can go down, and maybe ride a bike around the island cos im feeling guilty about the feast i just had. hahaha. wanna go ice-skating soooon!!! lols. amy is loaning me her skates so i get to look really cool on ice. lols.

need to pack my room! its been messy since before i went down to kulai for the resort trip. i didnt mention that yeah? haha we (me, dad, mum, 3rd sis+bro-in-law+niece+maid) went to a resort in kulai (somewhere north of 2nd Link checkpoint) and spent a relaxing weekend there. saturday afternoon went in and played golf at the driving range. i managed to get my swing correct despite it being my 3rd time playing in my entire life. haha. furthest i got the ball was around slightly further off 100m. so proud of myself!! ;DD then went for dinner at restaurant somewhere off the resort. and we bought some more fast food back to the resort. heard of marrybrown? yeah love their fried chicken! cant believe we ate so much. then made up for it cos sunday after breakfast me, dad, sis and maid went biking. had 4bikes free for an hour so we explored the golf course. i started off behind cos im unstable on a bike, but i ended up leading the troop after that cos the rest were old bones and slow-pokes.hehe. after that we went to watch people at the golf course tee-ing off at first hole. quite cool. then after returning the bikes me and sis went for a dip/swim in the pool. cos we biked with costumes inside. haha. then after swimming went back to the resort room to dip in the jacuzzi tub available in the room toilet. cool huh! haha then kinda went off from there after we all finished showering off and packing up. so shiok right. golf, bike, swim. ;DDD

sigh this cny red packets as usual quite little. maybe a little over 200 only. saving up desperately to get my new MP3. cos mine is spoiling, the earpiece was long gone and the replacement is also spoiling. and really, 512mb might have been enough in sec 3 but not anymore. looking to get an 8GB iPod Nano PINK. hahaha. so hopefully i can get it soooooon! :D yay. jiayou jiayou jiayou. got almost 300 already. nano costs 350 in singapore but im asking dajie-fu to get from japan so its definitely cheaper, plus he has the "education discount". so YEEAH!. hahaha

anyway CONGRATS SINGAPORE, we DID IT! we got the bid for YOG 2010! :D i cant begin to describe how ecstatic i am. the atmosphere was almost TOO tense at the padang that night when 7pm struck. there was all the hand-squeezing and finger-crossing. i was so scared i couldnt let go of my dance partner's hand, fingers-interlinked. and we shared a tight-squeeze-lift-me-off-the-ground kinda hug after they annouunced "city of singapore" and all the claps cheers screams jumps were done. it was really really great. thanks, raynald for the great time at the padang. even when the rehearsal was supposed to be boring, it was made fun by having a buddy to spot cars with. yup. didnt know of anyone else who loved cars as much as i do. usually people dont know much about cars. oh didnt know ray was the #21 that i used to curse whenever 22 wasnt on the pitch and he was there instead. haha! =X anyway yup. roller-coaster of emotions when we're in holding room cos so nervous before performing, then so nervous about the announcment of results then the relief flooding thru when singapore got it. haha. oh oh the best part was ZINGO! hahaha the zingo drummers are ultra cool. i likkkkkkkkke. hahaha the guys were topless. and they were so shuai! hahaha as in the action when they drummed. wooh. call me, zingo. HAHA. aiights then. this post is getting tooooo lengthy im almost certain im gonna get complaints already. hehe. just needed to rant cos ive been pretty upset lately and writing all this helps me reflect and relax. honestly, composing prose (regardless what kind) is really therapeutic. works every time for me.

DATES* anyone wanna go sentosa? anyone wanna go ice-skating? im very very interested in these 2 just about now. so call me kay. ;DD

ANGRY AND DEPRESSED.

2008-02-15T00:41:00.000+08:00

Name: sharon
Date: 2/14/2008
Colorgenics Number: 70163245

Everyone feels despondent at times and you are no exception. You are feeling so depressed because it seems that everything that could go wrong has gone wrong and you don't quite know which way to turn. So like the proverbial ostrich you are trying to bury your head in the sand. But that won't work - you have to face reality.

You are lazy - you dream of a peaceful, calm, uncluttered and uncomplicated life. Your ideal would be to share a permanent base with some person or persons who would be able to demonstrate on-going love, peace and security.

Nothing seems to be going right for you and you are thwarted every way you turn. You are not at all happy with the situation but it would appear that there is very little that you can do about it at this time. Sit back and let the situation take its course, because at this time you feel that there is nothing you can do to change whatever needs to be changed.

Recent disappointment has led you to become truly introverted. You are becoming suspicious of everybody and consequently you now feel that you are unable to trust anybody. Unfortunately it would appear that you are curbing your natural enthusiasm and imaginative nature - perhaps this is because you are fearful that you may become over enthused and find that you could possibly be carried away by wishful thinking. You are keeping your distance to see whether attitudes towards you are sincere - but this watchfulness could easily develop into suspicion and distrust.

Perhaps in the distant past your trust and belief in your fellow man was misplaced and you can now no longer accept anything as it appears to be. You are untrusting and you insist that before you commit yourself to anything, you examine the pro's and con's with critical discrimination. The situation has now progressed to one where you are apt to disagree yet not make any form of constructive criticism to every suggestion that may be put to you. As a result you are in limbo. There is a saying that goes 'The past does not equal tomorrow'. Think about it - and let go.Everyone feels despondent at times and you are no exception. You are feeling so depressed because it seems that everything that could go wrong has gone wrong and you don't quite know which way to turn. So like the proverbial ostrich you are trying to bury your head in the sand. But that won't work - you have to face reality.

You are lazy - you dream of a peaceful, calm, uncluttered and uncomplicated life. Your ideal would be to share a permanent base with some person or persons who would be able to demonstrate on-going love, peace and security.

Nothing seems to be going right for you and you are thwarted every way you turn. You are not at all happy with the situation but it would appear that there is very little that you can do about it at this time. Sit back and let the situation take its course, because at this time you feel that there is nothing you can do to change whatever needs to be changed.

Recent disappointment has led you to become truly introverted. You are becoming suspicious of everybody and consequently you now feel that you are unable to trust anybody. Unfortunately it would appear that you are curbing your natural enthusiasm and imaginative nature - perhaps this is because you are fearful that you may become over enthused and find that you could possibly be carried away by wishful thinking. You are keeping your distance to see whether attitudes towards you are sincere - but this watchfulness could easily develop into suspicion and distrust.

Perhaps in the distant past your trust and belief in your fellow man was misplaced and you can now no longer accept anything as it appears to be. You are untrusting and you insist that before you commit yourself to anything, you examine the pro's and con's with critical discrimination. The situation has now progressed to one where you are apt to disagree yet not make any form of constructive criticism to every suggestion that may be put to you. As a result you are in limbo. There is a saying that goes 'The past does not equal tomorrow'. Think about it - and let go.

-angry and depressed now.

Breathless

2008-01-25T10:30:00.000+08:00

"Breathless"

If our love was a fairytale
I would charge in and rescue you
On a yacht baby we would sail
To an island where we'd say I do

And if we had babies they would look like you
It'd be so beautiful if that came true
You don't even know how very special you are

[Chorus]

You leave me breathless
You're everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can't believe that you're mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you're leaving me
Breathless

And if our love was a story book
We would meet on the very first page
The last chapter would be about
How I'm thankful for the life we've made

And if we had babies they would have your eyes
I would fall deeper watching you give life
You don't even know how very special you are

You leave me breathless
You're everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can't believe that you're mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you're leaving me
Breathless

You must have been sent from heaven to earth to change me
You're like an angel
The thing that I feel is stronger than love believe me
You're something special
I only hope that I'll one day deserve what you've given me
But all I can do is try
Every day of my life

You leave me breathless
You're everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can't believe that you're mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you're leaving me
Breathless

-shayne ward

change of mind

2007-12-03T14:00:00.000+08:00

okok, this is stupid. my family doesnt support my decision in going to poly cos they think jc is still better.. hence, i have decided to be a good girl and listen to them. im staying on in JJC, but doing arts stream next year.. i guess it will be for the better.. haha yupp.. wish to do Literature, History, Economics and H1 Mathematics. think so. so if anyone has notes please pass to me! xD i can do some holiday reading.. haha..

been slacking the whole holiday. every week just hanging out with the family.. nothing much also.. then go hockey training.. very occassionally go out with friends.. hahaha.. wanna go out more! x) oh wells.. oh oh oh and OWENS HOUSE TEE is out!! ;D damn nice.. the design.. hahaha TAKING ORDERS NOW! so hurry and order with ur class rep! we close on 6th dec.. money to be paid by 13th dec as best as possible.. so hurry hurry hurry, run for ur housetee! lolol (random jingle)..

hockey camp coming up tmr! tsk tsk.. im looking forward to the muscle aches... NOT! hahaha.. anyway im hoping its gonna be fun.. the shirt and jersey is out as well.. wonder what it looks like.. hopefully its nice despite the weird colour selected.. tue to fri im gonna be away from bright and early 7am till 8/9pm at hockey village training like nuts.. haha and thu if i can, i'll be joining lindy for inline-hockey!! woohoo. that so rocks. thinking its gonna be damn damn fun.. ;DD haha wonder if i can still chiong after all the muscle aches im gonna sustain.. haha.. hope its gonna be all good.. ;DD

aiight going out now! hanging out with the family again.. sigh.. hahaha udate more soon.. ;DD
love from me!

p/s OH OH! Dad's birthday just passed. so damn long story man. tsk tsk. all the conflict which just scares me.. i still maintain my stand- im switzerland, neutral. or how about America back in the old days of isolationism policy? yeah either one. x)

crossroads

2007-11-16T17:24:00.000+08:00

Retained. Decided to go to NP to do Mass Communication. currently doing research on every part of a polytechnic education. finance, campus life, etc.. and future educational and career prospects. so if anyone out there has information relating to mass communications, please please drop me an email or IM or tag or call or sms. xD thankyou!! especially need to know about the industry right now, whether it can take some more newcomers, level of saturation. and job scope of the various sections ie, radio, tv, advertising, marketing communications, public relations, journalism. and notes, assignments for mcm.. everything! ;DD thanks.

holidays

2007-10-29T23:46:00.000+08:00

haha wow almost a month since i last updated.. lots have happened.. hahaa but i shall cut the crap.. just the basic which everyone knows already- promos are over; chinese a lvls over; pw op coming up; holidays are here. haha then the not so basic- mad camp just over; ogl interview over; ogl selection results out. no surprises there, im selected as ogl.. but sadly, depressingly, baoxian didnt get in..

pig is non-existent. ;DD

2007-10-03T11:34:00.000+08:00

colourgenics for fun 2oct07

You are tending to pursue your objectives with concentrated intensity and it would seem that whatever obstacles may come into your path, you will stick to your guns and will not allow yourself to be deflected from your purpose. You are striving to achieve recognition and what is more - you deserve it.

You are very talented, imaginative and sensitive but you are holding back as you do not really like going it 'on your own'. In preference you would like to team up with someone, someone with similar attributes as your own, to explore - to seek out and go perhaps 'where no other man has trod before'. It is the unusual that attracts you and which will give you a sense of excitement and adventure.

It's the time of year that you are apt to become extremely restless and emotionally withdrawn. This is preventing you from becoming deeply involved with a person or persons within your sphere of influence. If you are willing to 'let go' and release your inhibitions you will find that a great deal of physical satisfaction will result, far more than perhaps you even believed you were capable of.

You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.

You don't like authority and you rebel against all forms of limitation. You are your own person and you intend to stay that way and to get on in the world simply by your hard work and determination.

mmmm.. i like the results.. hahaha.. whatever.. ;DD

promos over by tmr..! ice-skating, sentosa! hahaha.. im so gonna buy the sentosa islander card man. i dont care! hahaha.. ;D

promos

2007-09-28T23:31:00.000+08:00

mmmm. promos. the all-scary thing that people cower and shiver at the mention of. hahaha and its finally arrived. in style, might i add. the day it all started, a nice beautiful storm raged just over jurong junior college. wonder if thats an omen. if so, good or bad? rain/water doesnt necessarily have to have negative connotations.. maybe the rain was washing away all stupidity in us so that we'll do exceptionally well.. anyway anyway.. cut the nonsense..

GP was okaaaay i guess. thanks to sid's promotional conversation.. =D all the stuff we chatted about were fulfilled prophecies.. and the one i prepared.. i had 4vs2 points.. hope that one goes well.. the passage was okaaay, but application question kinda sucked.. lack of time to concretely argue my points.. and had no idea how to format my answer.. lol..

chinese.. what am i supposed to say?! hahaha.. its the slackest subject ever available.. and the reason so many ppl do so well for it easily is becos its just giveaway subject ok.. u dont have to mug for it, just need to use some chinese in ur daily life and voila! there u go, ur chinese is a B.. hahaha and then make some effort to read more and write more, learn better phrases and there u go, ur A.. mmm helps if u are a melodramatic person who can come up with lovely plots for the oh-so-silly essays that we are still expected to write.. lolol.. my chinese paper was average.. im confident i will pass.. xD who cares about acing it..

physics- its scary cos ive counted 30m in an 80m total that is blank for paper 2.. and in paper 1 the last 6qns are anyhow shade, plus peppered thru the paper i know there are stuff i cant do.. but the only consolation is that i only need 44m out of the 140 total to pass my physics.. thats 30%, becos previously my grade is C already.. so hopefully after the 30m+12m minused.. i still have the about 90m out of 140m thats more or less in-tact.. then at least i would guarantee the one H1 pass here.. =X

papers: 3/6.
torture of the month; day: 1/7.
days to freedom: 6
days to iceskating with waynum/jacinda: 6
days to sentosa with michele/huiyi/weixian: 7

wheeeeeeeee. i cant wait. though it seems as though the 1st 2 count-ups are =/-ly horrid, the last few countdowns are pheeeeeeew. hahaha.. xD take care everybody and mug hard.. just a little bit more to go.. we shall all get thru this thing ok.. this fucked-up thing called PROMOTIONAL EXAMINATIONS, YEAR 1 STUDENTS, JURONG JUNIOR COLLEGE. 0_x

colourgenics test: 26sept 1346

2007-09-26T13:46:00.000+08:00

just for fun colourgenics 26sept 1346.

Presently, you are trying to break away from a situation that is causing you considerable worry and concern. Things are getting on top of you and you are feeling depressed almost to breaking point. Obviously there must be a way out - but at this time the solution seems to be escaping you. You want to 'get away from it all' and as a consequence you appear to be sullen and introverted and refuse to get involved in any discussion or arguments which could aggravate the situation. Accept the fact that 'as you feel - so your body will respond' and 'pretend' to the world about you that everything is going beautifully as, if you act as if 'all is going well' everything will, whether you believe it or not, work out as you would like it to.

You are very self-sufficient and methodical. You presume to know where you are going but need to find a person who will recognise the way you are, not be too demanding and who is, as they say in Italy, 'Simpatico'.

It is hard for you to accept that your needs and desires are misunderstood by almost everyone within your sphere of influence and there is no one to rely on. Your pent-up emotions and inherent egocentricity make you quick to take offence, but as matters stand you realise that you'll have to make the best of things as they are.

Presently, you are experiencing stress because of restriction on your independence. You need and seek respect from other people and it is essential that they appreciate you for yourself and not for what they would like you to be. You have your own beliefs and convictions and you would like to be respected for them. You are anxious to avail yourself of every opportunity that may come your way but nevertheless, come what may, you have the need to control your own destiny without imposed limitations or restrictions.

You are fed up with other people trying to influence you and you also feel that it is necessary to protect yourself from the threat that your independence and freedom may be restricted. You would just like to be left alone.

toodles; off to mug physics. promos in 18hrs.

the empress

2007-09-26T13:35:00.001+08:00

You are The Empress

Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation.

The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents,
beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home
decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful.

The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her.

What Tarot Card are You?
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sounds like a "me" kinda girl

2007-09-19T22:39:00.000+08:00

I'm the girl
who will put her head on your shoulder,
not because I'm sleepy,
but because I want to be closer to you...
I'm the girl
who likes to be kissed in the rain,
more than in an expensive resturant...
I'm the girl
who says,
"Okay, but you owe me..." jokingly.
Not because I actually want something,
but because it means
I get to spend more time with you
and I care...
I'm the girl
you can take absolutely anywhere
and I will have fun
because it means I am spending time with you...
I'm the girl
who is incredibly picky,
but when I find someone I like
I want to spend the whole night
curled up in his arms...
I'm the girl
who never forgets
all the sweet little things
you do for me...
I'm the girl
who once I let you into my heart,
there's always a place there
with your name on it.
And even if we spend time apart,
I'm the girl
who never forgets you..
I'm the girl
who loves to end a hug
with a kiss..
I'm the girl
who you can talk to
about anything..
I'm the girl
who laughs at your jokes...
I'm the girl
who will brag about you
to all of my friends...
i'm the girl
who will listen to you talk...
I'm the girl
who loves it when you hug me
for no apparent reason...
I'm the girl
who loves it
when you hug me from behind
or kiss me on the cheek...
I'm the girl
who loves the feeling
when you take me by the hand
without saying a word...
I'm the girl
who loves you for you,
and doesn't care
what other people say
about us...

Colourgenics test: 18sept 2317

2007-09-18T23:17:00.000+08:00

mmm.. this time things ARE looking better.. i hope i can get over it.. haha..

You work hard, seeking success. You are self-sufficient and in spite of all the trials and tribulations that have beset you in the past you carry on regardless.. You are one to be admired because you pursue your objectives single-mindedly and with initiative. You know that you can 'do it' and what is more, you will - without necessarily being dependent upon the goodwill of others.

You need an atmosphere of peace and quiet and you would like to share a bond of understanding with the 'right person' - you have the belief that with the right person, your stress and anxiety could be minimised.

You are a perfectionist in everything that you put your hand to. You are demanding and very exacting in the standards you apply to your choice of colleagues and friends -perhaps you demand too much from people. That perfection you seek in a particular person is illusive - perhaps it does not even exist.

You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.

You are trying to build up your own position and you resist all external influences. You insist that you are your own person and you will not tolerate any outside interference. Decisive and proud, you are true managerial material.

to be honest, im feeling really lonely right now. i cant stand it anymore! waiting for the right person to come along.. but im afraid of all my shadows from the past.. im so afraid i cant get over the barrier of myself even if i get to meet the right person.. thats been the stumbling block for all my past relationships.. my own barriers. sigh.

colourgenics test: 16sept 2345

2007-09-16T23:46:00.000+08:00

mmm some same parts. can cross-refer.. and if i remember correctly some paragraphs are exactly same in a few tests..

You are constantly trying to make a favourable impression and endeavouring to be considered as that someone 'special'. You are pretty good at using various tactics and strategies that give the impression that you are in control. Maybe you are - but you are constantly watching to see whether or not your endeavours are truly appreciated. Be careful... just as 'you' may be endeavouring to influence others, 'they' may indeed be influencing you.

You are willing to try anything once. You 'need to be needed' and what is perhaps more important you 'need to need.' You can only feel close to a person or persons when you feel you can trust them, but this trust needs to be proven to you.

At times all of us would like to be like the ostrich - to be able to bury our heads in the sand and let the rest of the world go by, but unfortunately you can't do just that - you have to face up to reality. A little peace and quiet would be most acceptable at this time but if only one could turn a blind eye to the problems of the day! Tomorrow is another day and who knows, it could be 'today' (not tomorrow) that could be the first day of the rest of your life!

Presently, you are experiencing stress because of restriction on your independence. You need and seek respect from other people and it is essential that they appreciate you for yourself and not for what they would like you to be. You have your own beliefs and convictions and you would like to be respected for them. You are anxious to avail yourself of every opportunity that may come your way but nevertheless, come what may, you have the need to control your own destiny without imposed limitations or restrictions.

You don't like conflict and you endeavour to avoid criticism. You want to do your own thing and to be able to decide what is right for you. You have considerable personable charm - and this is used with considerable effect on those that keep your company.

mmmm disclaimer- dont 100% trust these kinda things okay. just taking it as a gauge and reference.. might help me see where im going wrong since i cant even talk to people now.. in some sense.. ;DD so yeah..

panic!

2007-09-16T23:26:00.000+08:00

hmm.. uhh oh! spent the weeknd slacking my ass off.. this totally sucks la.. rahhh.. still cant seem to get down to proper studying for promos.. grrrh. my math is in total shambles and so is my chem! imagine to pass chemistry i need 80%?! hahaha.. better start working hard starting tmr onwards! becos theres an integration test tmr morning bright and early which i am DEFINITELY WITHOUT DOUBT going to fail.. argh..

i shall start studying hard for promos. i must make sure i pass at least my 2 stronger H2 and all my H1 topics.. grhhh..
i shall start saving money. by the time i turn eighteen i must save enough money to see me thru my driving lessons.. i wanna be able to drive by 19.. as long as they dont change the laws i must learn driving fast! save up now for the lessons later. mmmhmm.. must must must save! ;DD

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p/s im not over my emo phase, im just covering it up.. and im trying to solve things really really slowly.. bring my confidence back, bring my dignity back, fight for happiness. im strong, i can do this. its unlike me to give up. so i must fight on. i still love everybody.

feeling better?

2007-09-14T23:20:00.000+08:00

mmm.. went for lantern festival thingy... could have gone free, but i paid 5 bucks to take just the lantern, some candles and a lightstick. sigh. made a new discovery- lly and iymy are like ahem ahem ahem.. :D thats way cool la.. anyway me seb nic L jinyi loonyuan isabella went for walk around, and went to tennis courts to talk and play a little.. mmmhmm.. had fun i guess. its been a long time since ive done anything with a group of ctss 4A1-ers.. kinda miss them, but its good enough to have once in a whiles.. =] anyway i suspect im starting to feel better already, cos my test results are showing more positive stuff than before.. mm.. look at what they have to say this time..

COLOURGENICS TEST, 14TH SEPT 07 2324H.

You have a vivid imagination and this is good. Great inventors, explorers all had inventive, imaginative minds. Your friends and acquaintances may consider you over-imaginative and given to fantasy or day-dreaming. So what ? this is a part of your character and charm.

You are finding the present situation extremely demanding and you're having difficulty coping with it. A great deal of strain is involved and you would really like everyone and everything to leave you alone for a while, just so that you can put everything into perspective.

You feel unhappy because you feel that you are not able to obtain the co-operation of those around you. All you would like at this time would be to achieve harmony within your circle.

You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.

You are anxious about all the limitations to which you are subjected to at this time. You feel that you are not valued for what or who you are. You need OUT. So why procrastinate any longer - MOVE!

mmm. looks better already no? uh huh. can start looking forward to forming meaningful relationships with humans. ;DD
p/s: HAPPY EIGHTEENTH ANDRE AND HAPPY TWENTY-FIRST JEMIE! ;DD

colourgenics test: 13sept 2246h

2007-09-13T22:45:00.000+08:00

this test was just taken at 2246h, 13sept. thur night.. feeling mixed-up and lost but i feel the test results show whatever im feeling very very accurately. thats why ive trusted the test for so many times already. this is about the 4th or 5th time im taking it..

COLOURGENICS 130907 2246H
It would appear that at this particular time of your life you are going through a tough time. You are feeling (or have recently felt) miserable and depressed and perhaps you are still feeling that way. Maybe all the trials and tribulations just aren't worth it. Your present anxieties could have been associated with either your 'private' or 'business' life - whatever ... what you really need at this time is to get away from it all, maybe a vacation - alone, or better still, perhaps with someone that you know really cares for you, someone who appreciates you - not for what you have but for who you are. A short vacation may be all you need to afford you the time to recover and to get back to your normal vital self.

Being a likeable person you get on well with neighbours and friends. You don't need anything to 'Rock your boat'. You want to 'love' and to be loved'.

You lack confidence and that is a great pity because deep down you are indeed a warm caring person. This lack of confidence is making you wary of being drawn into any open discussion or conflict and so you feel as if you should let matters lie and leave well alone. But there may be a pleasant surprise in store for you. You are beginning to grow and very soon - sooner than you believed possible - this warm loving new you will be available for all to see and to appreciate.

You are an emotional, sincere and impressionable individual experiencing frustration and unnecessary stress. You are carried away by other people's enthusiasm and looking for that idealised relationship, be it in a business or personal situation, which you are able to share with a mutual depth of understanding. You have lowered your defences in the past and you have been hurt, so you are now extremely wary of being exploited. You are still ready to trust people on the condition that they are prepared to offer you proof of their sincerity.

Matters are not all that they would appear to be and you are critical of the existing conditions which you feel are confused and disorganised. You are therefore looking for a modus operendi which will simplify the situation so that you will be able to see the 'trees in the woods'.

i sooo need time to sort myself out. and now is just the wrong time, plus i dont need more things added on to my dilemmas and longing. grrrh. i dont know what to say anymore. feeling more lonely than ever in my entire life.. surrounded by friends still, but i dont feel as much connection anymore.. that deep unspoken bond im supposed to have had with michele- seems like i have no idea how to tell her my deepest things anymore.. me and baoxian- i dont know, we're just like this crazy, have-fun couple but somehow we've never spoken about deepest secrets and perhaps as seen in my test results im just finding it hard to trust anyone, even my most trustable friends.. i dont mean to keep stuff, im just feeling really lost and i cant express myself.. ive always been able to express myself i guess, but somehow its been AGES since i could truly truly express my feelings.. somethings made me feel inferior and i cant even figure it out myself.. i dont know, i only know im a lost sheep right now.. and i dont know who can help me, except maybe God? but i guess i just really need to give myself to Him.. i admit i been neglecting my relationship with god in search of superficial ones.. i need some encouragement i guess, but i find it hard to let my defences down to anyone.. and seriously i probably just need time to sort it all out.. i know this post is super naggy and probably nobody wants to hear about this sob-story, but i just need an outlet to rant this. ignore if its just annoying kay. x(

take care everyone.. i hope i pull thru with promos in couple of weeks and my messed up heart.. pray for me and my well-being, and for me to patch things with my family and let it heal properly as well.. just to nag a bit more, my family thinks i dont care about them and with my self-centredness i think i appear to be callous towards them.. but i really pray for more understanding between us.. yupp..

pray for me!

emo

2007-09-11T18:34:00.000+08:00

been feeling rather emo-ish.. dont know how to explain or describe.. but i think i know the reason behind my emo-ness.. haha.. maybe the super highness is just a facade? maybe im just really really sad? it probably all falls under the heading "emotional".. just have a tonne of things in my mind with nobody i really trust to tell everything.. sometimes i feel like i am unable to completely let go and trust ppl.. maybe ive always been too guillible, trusting too much in ppl that i get bluffed too much.. discovered this colorgenics test on a friend's blog, and been doing it just to test my emotions at different various times.. i think its quite true at every time i take it.. the colours i choose are different according to my mood.. heres my current one..

COLOURGENICS TEST
You are seeking an affectionate relationship, offering fulfilment and happiness. You are capable of powerful emotional enthusiasm. Deep down, you are a kind loving person, always helpful and willing to adapt yourself if necessary to realise the bond of affection that you desire. But you need the same consideration and understanding from others and it is this need that will sometimes hold you back... so let go, trust and you may pleasantly surprised at what happens.

Being impulsive and irritable, your desires and needs are paramount. You do things with insufficient thought - with little regard to the consequences that may follow. As a consequence of this attitude, you may be experiencing stress and conflict.

You feel that you deserve far more than is being attributed to you, but there is no-one to whom you can turn to for sympathy and understanding. Your pent-up emotions and inherent egocentricity make you quick to take offence, but as matters stand you realise that you will have to make the best of things as they are.

Presently, you are experiencing stress because of restriction on your independence. You need and seek respect from other people and it is essential that they appreciate you for yourself and not for what they would like you to be. You have your own beliefs and convictions and you would like to be respected for them. You are anxious to avail yourself of every opportunity that may come your way but nevertheless, come what may, you have the need to control your own destiny without imposed limitations or restrictions.

You wish to be left in peace... no more conflict and no more differences of opinion. In fact you just don't want to be involved in arguments of any shape or form. All you want is for 'them' to get on with it - and to leave you alone.

no idea, but i feel horrible in any case. toodles, gonna wallow in emotions.

the aoh experience

2007-09-03T19:33:00.000+08:00

oooh. visited AOH alone, and ive realised that doing stuff, exploring places and having fun can be done alone! it totally rocked, my time there.. i met some cute guys (ns men on duty) i suppose.. but nobody to reali go for in a sense.. and besides i only interacted with a limited number of them.. but HEY! i shld have made the most of it.. cos seventeen is a great age to meet nsmen, plus im single and available and fabulous! hahaha.. shld have talked to them more, made more friends get more contacts.. pity, pity.. haha distinctly remember 2 of them, one called Justin (spotted at the BCTC on heritage trail), and one initials JH (interacted with him at the outfield sanitation unit. LOLOL) and he was the only guy manning any exhibit to bother interacting with me.. he asked if i had questions, then when i didnt have anything to ask he asked ME a question. hahaha that was funny.. ;DD but too bad i couldnt have spoken more to him.. awww.. he was darn good-looking man.. seriously, seriously, seriously. yeah. anyway i had fun on my own, despite the rain. but would have been nicer if there wasnt rain cos the flying fox, rappeling and SOC station was shut cos of the stupid weather.. but yeah, whatever then.. ;DD

and yes, i know i havent blogged in aaaaages. ;D

blog-break ceases

2007-07-24T23:07:00.000+08:00

havent updated this place in so long, you would have thought it died or something.. nah, the blog was just in hibernation mode as i took a blog-break.. haha.. well my week in ~~brief~~ >.< in length i think, -

after the cafe misadventures
well was enjoying the fact that hockey had ceased temporarily in anticipation of common tests, and making trips to jurong point to shop, study, eat.. went with shihui once, spent a bomb (thou worthwhile) on a kitty pouch.. then we finally went library to work on my math.. we saw jennifer there and i 'stole' her assignments to replicate.. haha.. went jp again with baobao and michele the next day and spent small sum on belt and earrings, long john dinner.. kind of spent a whole lot of money on shopping that week.. oh wells.. saturday met qz for breakfast at macs to talk about my walk with God so far.. well actually to be honest, the only thing that session was useful for was to spend more time with a friend.. xD oh well.. then went tuition after that, and visited emily/annabelle when tuition was over.. annabelle is soo sweet!! and i fed her milk and burped her.. ;DD sunday visited charmayne in sengkang.. charmayne is chubbier in comparison, so she looked shorter.. haha but they're supposed to be of the same height.. ;DD

monday ^^

after sch needed to stay and do hw/study with baoxian so we kinda decided to stay outside art room after her yoga cos theres little distraction in the form of humans there.. but guess what? i, or rather, we found entertainment in writing with our right hands and somehow the topic of DB came up.. DB stands for dimple boy, and its a specific someone whom, i MUST EMPHASIZE here, WE ARE ABSOLUTELY NOT INTERESTED IN, AND WHOM IS ALREADY HAPPILY TAKEN. haha.. so we sought solace in decorating my foolscap pad frontpage and back covers, scrawling all over pieces of paper how much we love dimple boy.. pretty little hearts and stuff adorn my foolscap pad now.. xD baobao has the pictures to prove it.. well well.. and we also decided to join hiphop dance interest-directed program (idp).. hahaha..

tues, aka today..

went sch super duper late.. when i realised it was still counted late, i was so upset i wished i didnt even attend in the first place.. so anw i got so bored and sick of the bad start, i just decided to take early leave from sch.. slpt during econs lecture and mrs tan came to ask about it.. shihui told her i have headache, so she said if im having headache better go home and rest early.. so i went to get early leave from sch.. came home and watched finish my hana kimi.. i knoe, its been ages since the show finished airing.. i just never got down to completing the series.. well now that i knoe the final outcome, i think it ended a little too abruptly.. as if their love story never began.. just, "ahem we both knoe but we're not saying anything".. no fun.. by the end of the day, i still hadn't gotten any work done, then realised that EoM has to be done! so im half-chionging, half-playing on comp.. dont wanna go sch tmr.. hahaha.. hopefully mami agrees to it.. teeheex.. so idiotic, eom and all causing lack of slp.. hahaha..

okays, off to do my EoM and chat with jim hotts.. convinced him to watch hana kimi and he said its crap show but funny.. hahaha im hoping he will continue watching the series, that would help pull up his 16/100 chinese grades.. wahaha..

au revoir~

cafe misadventures

2007-07-17T22:09:00.001+08:00

hmm.. today was so cool.. we ponned econs lect to slack in cafe but we saw mdm low there, eating with another teacher.. then she was so shocked that i cut my hair.. and i was complaining that i didnt dare to spike it up to sch.. then she say weekends la.. and the male teacher with spikey hair in her company suddenly piped up, "unless u are me la!! *grins like a little boy* ".. and i was like.. hahaha.. thinking to myself "damn!" and said "yeah lorh.." haha.. then he said "look abit like jay chou leh.." i DIAO.. errrrh. "yuks".. haha then he asked "ur hair got do treatment one arh?" i was like, no la.. then he complimented me! haha he said "oh that means ur hair quality shld be quite good de ba.." i was like, *wow? okay.. hmm donno leh face*.. nods.. haha..

after that tan zhuhui thot i looked pale.. so he allowed me to slp in his class.. he said " u okay not? if u need to then just rest okay.." hahaha.. i was so amazed.. happie even.. but abit guilty that i happily slept thru his class.. hehe.. after sch had listening compre.. gosh i think was quite tricky la! first few parts.. nvm.. then after that we discussed the storyboard for owens comm short-film contest.. and then.. yangbing came up with the perfecto plot.. and woooosh.. drew everything, photocopied the stuff and handed one up.. after that finally go home le.. xDD

hopefully our short-film wins something.. hahaha.. ciao..

eom

2007-07-17T01:49:00.000+08:00

ponned sch to get some sleep, only to realise my stupid eom has to be done by tues only at night. hence lack of sleep once again. how fucked up is that. screw eom. screw pw. screw moe for introducing pw.

off to bed, au revoir~

post-chase oikos and Oh-Dee

2007-07-15T22:47:00.000+08:00

oooh kays.

post-chase oikos-
whee-hee.. was late for meeting liangyi at clementi macs by about half hr.. then we went zion market to "eat".. well, he ate and i snacked on my favourite sea coconut with nata de coco.. ;DD then went to gr8 world zara to do some rounds.. and then mac cafe for liangyi to study and me to stone as usual..took jheng's renault van to victoria's house.. were the earlier ones to arrive.. shortly after we settled down at the bbq area the whole bunch came together suddenly.. haha.. me and jheng went up to victoria's house to pick up the margarine/brush.. and jheng taught me some drumming along the way! xD so exciting.. haha but my coordination kinda sucks.. hahas.. first tip: "disconnect" legs and arms.. haha.. now working on the drumming beat he taught me.. hahaha.. and he couldnt teach me anymore cos they were wondering why the margarine was taking so long.. ;DD listened to ningjie's testimony again.. and once again am supremely amazed by God.. but was spoilt by those stupid guys sitting behind.. super anti-climax idiots.. had a okay nice time, thou it wasnt the same without lindy qiaozhen jasmine jacquelynn there.. had fun playing soccer-monkey and volleyball with the guys.. haha.. jim taught me some soccer tricks.. xP fun stuff.. then jheng drove me to tpy stadium for OD..

OH-DEE

woah. when i stepped into tpy stadium i was kinda lost.. no idea what to do, where to find anyone, where to put my stuff, how to get my official pass and my od shirt.. then orientated myself in the midst of dropping jaws [amazed by my new hair].. hahaha.. and then there was the dry-runs and briefings and everything for publicity segment which was a huge part.. then i went to water point to help out.. filled cups, poured water and opened newater bottles.. had fun playing with water but when nobody wanted water i got bored and sat on the chair.. then eyelids drooped, falling into instant slp.. haha.. nobody woke me up la.. slept about hour plus or two.. haha then whole morning was kinda busy.. and so HOT! had to wear jeans cos i dealt with staging.. then walked a few rounds while i could.. afternoon i took over arthur to deal with stage coordination.. had the talkie with me for a period of time.. that was cool, calling ppl so easily.. haha.. then walked a few rounds beside jason, pushing 2 disabled uncles.. had fun chit-chatting with them.. went around accompanying jason on his duties.. haha.. he taught me a lil canto.. so fun.. (: then just sat at the grandstand watching performances.. kept falling aslp, esp during black glamour's performance cos they're so soothing.. decided not to be mean and went to nerve centre and slpt there.. tiil it was time to go back.. desperately needed to shower so i just used face towel to dry my body after rinsing water.. x) then went back with yiqian.. od can be considered a success i guess.. even though i think the goal of 100,000 rounds wasnt met but at least the event went smoothly.. that itself was great.. and the support of the J2s was tremendous.. haha saw paul! that mr. rono fellow.. hahaha.. he ran for relay.. glad we pulled thru.. ;DD i love the oh-dee team! esp my buddies from log/prog.. seem to be much closer to them than to publicity ppl.. like jingkai wenjie clarence weiling ruth.. thankyou guys for putting in all the effort.. wouldnt have been possible without any single of one u all..

by god's grace

2007-07-14T12:46:00.000+08:00

thur i took my A lvl mt oral.. ooooh.. i was so afraid cos i havent been speaking chinese in a long while.. then i said a little prayer to god while awaiting the death call.. and just kept my mind free of other things.. before the exam started, my examiner being reali nice, came up to talk to us and discuss the JJ E-Gaming shop and how theres this shop in tg katong that sells gaming stuff reali cheap and etc.. just to break the tension.. then when i was called up to prepare the passage beforehand, the passage turned out to be thankfully easy to read.. pretty much like some secondary school text.. after that, the conversation topic was a breeze and i think i managed to bring my point across not too bad in nice chinese.. (: went quite well i guess.. thank God.. its by God's grace and mercy that i should breeze thru this mother tongue oral exam.. God carried me thru.. really.. xD

friday-

sidhu didnt come, so the class was released 1230hrs.. super slack.. half of them went meiji choc factory but i couldnt make it cos i was desperate to cut hair.. BUT of course i got one of them to help me buy some things.. ;DD anw so i went bt batok to cut hair with mum.. and in the spur of the moment i decided to go crazy and cut my hair boystyle.. now its super rockin' cool.. i can spike my hair up!! hahaha.. then chionged back JJ for hockey..

sat-

no more OD meetings! wheeee.. morning went sch to meet yufeng for owens comm.. house comm need to make a short film for nat'l day inter-house comm competition.. therefore started thinking of story ideas.. went JP after that with yufeng to help mummy pay bills.. and yufeng took a back view of my hair.. xDD im still waiting for the pic so i can put it up on friendster.. hahaha.. then went home and slacked online and ate brunch.. going to meet up with liangyi soon but wanna check mum's okay.. im like late alr la!! lols.. okok.. gotta fly..

ciao~

on pmses and excitement

2007-07-12T00:12:00.000+08:00

hmm tues was boring and uneventful.. OD crisis! ppl arent signing up for motivator roles. and then we need backup plans and all that.. sigh.. whatever la. that thing is stressing me up more than it shld.. lols.. hmm.. had fun spying on zane and huifern though.. they were happily "studying" together.. hahaha.. we stayed till 8pm.. haha..

wed.. training! wheee.. was supposed to be something cheerful to look forward to.. however EVERYONE in supersix was pms-y.. except for me.. hahaha.. well misunderstandings but those cleared up.. thank God.. anw we did so many sweeps my butt is aching and i have 5 bruises on my right knee.. and we played match with these 3 senior guys on the opposing.. the ex capt, kenneth and clement (>.< eww).. kenneth was quite nice cos he tried teaching me.. i was complaining that i cant trap ball.. haha he showed me, not knowing what i meant was actually i cant gauge the distance.. haha.. like, the positioning of the ball.. hahaha.. hmm and super funny was that jenmey kept smacking clement aka carrot all over.. and make him lose ball by pressure, etc.. hahaha.. i was haaving so much fun! watching that happen.. haha..

after that just went market to snack on stuff with vic.. then home.. haha.. hope the rest of my week will be alright.. not too many heartattacks..

looking forward to post-chase oikos and olympic dream.. ;DD

supersix

2007-07-09T22:36:00.000+08:00

vic got bumped into and her nose swelled. poor girl. =x and the culprit was shihui.. they both didnt see each other la.. lols.. hmm supersix had dinner at the market and vic went to see a doc about the nose.. bert walked vic home with fok as lightbulb.. haha and zane sent fern home.. aww.. as usual i go home alone.. ;DD

chased

2007-07-08T23:55:00.000+08:00

this morning, i didnt go for LTS nor service.. kinda barred.. so i slept longer, then woke up to buy breakfast.. asked for permission to go chase over breakfast and was granted provisional permission.. that i pack my room and it passes the QC inspection.. haha and so off i went to meet lindy. realised it was already super late, i decided to cab over.. but since no cabs were coming i was getting frantic. the next available cab that came along i just flagged and boarded.. and voila! its a limo cab. wtshit right? i just realised it was when i noticed how comfortable the seat was and how cold the aircon was.. and that the meter read $3.00 right from the start!! it was a skoda cab.. anyway total cab fare was $15.70. most expensive cab-ride in my whole life.. anyway we ate subway on the go, and only to realise that tecman was closed. sigh.. anw we realised it was getting late, therefore we headed down to bishan alr..

chase was amazing!! really.. the dance was not too bad, but just okay. normal. and the skit was nice! and the pastor was great.. he was quite funny.. reali cool.. when they ministered the song "so you would come", i kinda felt this surge of faith and trust.. perhaps in God.. and i knew i had to respond when they called for souls to be saved..

hence, I ACCEPTED CHRIST AS LORD ON THIS DAY, 080707, AT CHASE 07- HARVESTER AOG YOUTH RALLY.

arent u guys glad for me and proud of me? i think its a big step, but i just felt ready to take the plunge.. now i just need to pray for God to strengthen my faith in Him.. ;DD i might have accepted Him, but whoever said the road ahead will be easy? theres so much i need to knoe.. and so much to learn.. im sure with God's grace i will do just fine.. churchmates all ask why i suddenly chose that day to say the sinner's prayer.. i cant answer that now, cos i dont knoe. it was just a "its that day! thats why!" kinda thing.. becos it felt like i had to.. i just had to.. maybe someday i will be able to answer that.. imagine how i used to think im just too scared and not ready for any of this, to shut myself from anyone telling me about God, to just shy away from it all.. now im ready. prepare my spiritual-being to live my life for You, Lord.

movie+dinner

2007-07-05T21:53:00.000+08:00

today was not bad.. lessons were boring as usual.. but went for movie and dinner with supersix after school.. we didnt wait for fok cos he had to be quarantined after A's oral.. he joined us after he was done.. watched die hard 4.0 and it was so exciting! yet scary at some parts la.. its kinda the perfect movie to watch with ur bf or a close guy friend if u havent got one.. haha.. adrenalin rush made me squeeze huifern's arm.. hahaa..

so anyway thot i would have to chiong home after the movie and ended up mum was in town and dad was nearby home having coffee.. so mum kinda said if i wanna have dinner just go home by 8pm, anything later than that i save my own skin shld i get into any trouble.. heres the best part.. i told her by 8.30, and i reached home 8.20.. then shortly after i had time to open the windows and on the lights, dad got home. phew! thank GOD man! talk about good timings yeah.. thank God i had the mind to decide to switch buses for once.. instead of 154 i took 30 and walked back.. and i was given just enough time to make me look like i've been home for a long while already.. hahaha.. thank God..

anw hockey tmr!! so exciting.. haha, hopefully i can make it for dinner with supersix tmr.. okays time to slp..

talking about progress report, haha how beautiful art thou, my grades. an Ultimate for chemistry, Excellent for math, Superb for Econs.. then B for GP, C for physics and Excellent for chinese.. =X horrible right.. failed 2.. hahaha.. feeling the stress yet?

oh my stupid nasal passageways are so blocked i cant hear and yet i cant blow the gross mucus out. HELP~!

au revoir~

ps 2 days to CHASE 07!! hope michele and jennifer can join us.. baobao is going! xD

hockey

2007-07-04T23:00:00.000+08:00

today had hockey!! was supposed to by physical but kinda slack-ish.. did 2.4k but i ran with elizabeth, so my timing was around 14:56 or something.. the standard for us supposed to be under 14.. well.. nvm.. then we did 200m sprints, only 3 times.. then was indoor gym.. siti insisted we had to do 6weights on the leg muscles machine, but its way over for me. like 3times my own body weight.. not possible at all.. i used my WHOLE body weight to lift the damn thing.. anw i dropped it to 4 by my own standard.. besides, if u want to train for using-muscle and not bodybuild-muscle it shld be lighter weight with more reps.. if its the other way, more weight less reps is good. so yeah. anw.. after that we played slack match, didnt bother going all out.. and the stupid sch stick so short, felt uneasy.. but best part is can anyhow throw.. wahaha.. my own darling i wouldnt even think of dropping it.. wanted to go life bookshop with jacinda but i cancelled for the match instead..

after match supersix went for dinner together! finally as a whole supersix.. at swensens [so broke now okay] (: so happie.. and the appropriate ppl were beside one another.. ahem ahem.. ;DD huifern beside zane, vic beside bert.. and me and fok far apart.. hahaha.. me bert fok ate proper stuff, the rest just had ice-cream or some fruit drinks.. after eating we stayed on to chit chat till around nine-ish.. then we billed and left.. reached home just abit before 10 and was blasted.. "what time is it alr u knoe?! buay hiao zi dong." (dont knoe how to self-discipline).. zzz.. so anyway got a warning for buying dinner home and eating in future.. wth.. supersix has plans for holland village after fri trg.. hahaha.. if only i could go.. =x hatching some plan about going dajie's house to stayover alr.. wahaha.. but i think wont work cos i have meeting in sch the next morning like, whats the point of staying over.. haha unless i go swimming bright and early before i go sch.. hahaha..

gotta go and do copy some tuts.. ciao~!

ps- i spoke to JP AND JK online last night!! both! ;DDD *grins from ear to ear* okay im crazy. wahaha..

3days to CHASE 07!! ;DDD

chase me

2007-07-03T23:54:00.000+08:00

oooooh. 4 days left to CHASE 07! im excited. go visit! sounds like fun.. hopefully i wont encounter any difficulties in going. but as west 2 will tell me, God will make a way and they will pray for me. haha..

meanwhile sch sucks.. must catch up! shit the workload. and hockey supposed to be THE reason i go to sch, but even that has become suckier with HUIFERN going on about essence of fok, which totally irks me. she knoes it thats why shes doing it even more! its like, completely baseless and it could spoil a perfect friendship. within the clique bert has vic and zane has huifern. me and bryan are absolutely innocent folks who just want a group of friends! is it that hard? whatever..

au revoir, im sleepy.

4 days! CHASE 07

stress~

2007-06-28T22:06:00.000+08:00

school has been so stressful!

search your intentions

2007-06-24T01:47:00.000+08:00

hmm.. i was asking mum about going for service.. and faced rejection.. this is how our conversation went-

Sharon: SO tmr can i go too?
Mum: why u wanna keep going.. i never make noise then u decide ur gonna keep going there? u wanna join christianity is it.. ur too young for that ok..
S: huh but im just going for fun! i never said i wanna join, i just go see see for fun..
M: then u better knoe ur priorities hor..
S: ... ... *speechless*

and so.. amy came home and i was discussing this conversation with her.. she also has the zzz face.. well.. she agreed to go for graduation IF she wakes up in time. and i told her im gonna come knocking on her room door.. wahaha.. but then i'd have to get permission first.. and oh well. she's with me, she tells me gambattei and then troops off to bed. sigh.. so anyway, some enlightening words from her: search ur intentions, tell God and then ask mum. .. hmm so off i went to shower and searched my intentions..

i think at first i joined any of their activities is just for being with my wonderful new-found friends.. ie. everyone at harvester.. and then after that slowly, i think my intentions of going to service.. .. well, not exactly no longer for the ppl.. but now theres an added element- that i wan to listen to sermon and see what they have to say. maybe i want to find out more. its still non-committal but i reali feel like i want to listen to the sermon. i knoe theres still the underlying reasons of going becos of my friends.. its the transitional stage, perhaps? i mean if suddenly the ppl are a totally different bunch i doubt i would be as enthusiastic about going.. however i probably might still want to go.. perhaps its the idea of going for service, something novel, that attracts me? i dont knoe. and i dont knoe about telling God, but im gonna ask mum anyway.. hopefully i can go.. lucks to me..

au revoir~

church camp

2007-06-17T22:53:00.000+08:00

church camp was amazing.. i love the weather, and sermons were somewhat interesting. the pastor taught not only christian ways, but life skills as well. thinking about it, the things she said of forgiveness and of repentence are not just applicable in a christian life. in a way, practising these in life is useful towards living a life more fruitfully. what would be the point of bearing grudges? and by being unrepentent life cannot go on properly. the same mistakes are just gonna be made over and over again. what is sin? to me, its anything bad for u. and to do anything bad to urself would be shortening ur own life, or just making it more unbearable and miserable. so whether or not u live ur life for god as a christian, keeping with the christian values are reali useful in life. however, one thing that kinda scared me was the altar calls at every single service in camp.. i got so afraid! cos i reali didnt understand wat was going on, and it didnt help that i was seeing so many ppl cry and wail, fall down, throw up.. the very first time i saw it was a total culture shock. but slowly, gradually various ppl explained it to me and i started getting used to the idea, thou not any less frightened when it happens.. but i did learn to help shift the chairs so that ppl had space to fall.. haha.. i guess church camp did lots to help me knoe more about harvester.. and i made many many new friends, which im thankful for.. thankyou to everyone for helping me feel more at home.. im glad i made friends even with ppl from zones other than the west.. ppl like ziazek, dawn, darren, etc.. and also the west zone ppl like jasmine, josiah, jacquelynn, jim, and everyone else.. so anyway, church camp opened my eyes to more stuff, and opened more doors for me.. went for the service on sunday after church camp.. think it was ok- the pastor only talked about luke 15.. about fathers day. haha.. the ultimate father's heart.. so yah..

class gathering

2007-06-09T07:46:00.001+08:00

why hello everyone.. :D im finally back to updating my spider-webbed page.. maybe i shld use a duster? hahaha.. anyways had a boring 1st 2 weeks.. nothing much reali, a tiny bit of shopping only.. bought a pretty pretty-in-pink billabong jacket, which im wearing now .. stupid excuse that the morning is cold, its reali kinda foggy out there today.. not a haze kinda way but rather misty kinda way.. as thou at seventeen levels we're up in genting..

yesterday went to changi chalets for the bbq which i thot i wouldnt be going for.. haha ended being persuaded and caved in by jiajun.. he skipped his golf training and we met up to go there.. so anyway the silly girls made water bombs and were playing around like crazy la.. haha.. oh and jiajun dyed his hair, its so so POLY now la.. hahaha plus hes got the tan to look it.. poly dude.. hahaha.. then play around, talk abit, watch abit tv.. had fun la, been a long time since we hung out like that.. sigh.. went back with jiahan and singkiat and glennda.. which, sorry to say but i have a feeling glennda left at that time becos of jiahan.. awww shucks. so irttg. anw yeah so the long long 2hr journey home.. boring.. overall was fun la.. hahaha..

today~

OD meeting as usual later.. how fcking boring.. im getting sick of the whole olympic dream thingy.. its always gonna remain a dream.. HAHAHA.. like im cursing my own project la.. and then whatever la.. supposed to go to sentosa for the seventeen beach party.. but but STUPID JIAJUN!!! pangseh-ed me suddenly. 1pm event starts, 8am tell me oh eh im not feeling well cannot go liao.. wth.. tell me earlier la.. sigh, how i find ppl go with me.. zzz.. was looking forward to going, but now i have nobody to go with. its a stupid pity. and i cant find anyone to go with me.. :'( i reali wanna goooooo.. why nobody's free de.. ahhhhh~~ irritating. nvm whateverrr. i'll see if anyone can go with me, otherwise .. i dont knoe?! grrrh-

bye. too angry for long goodbyes.

my birthday

2007-05-24T23:56:00.000+08:00

why, its the annual affair again. cakeless, as is usual for the past few years now. and feeling ever older. this is when i start to realise im getting OLD. why does twenty-fifth of may come without fail each year, rendering me another year nearer to wrinkles and immobility? the day i realised i was going to turn seventeen in the coming year i realised i was getting old. i AM getting old. i hereby announce that every year starting from this, i turn 16 on the 25th of May. i reali rather much be 6, but 16 would sound like a nice enough age. so yups.. guys, i am sixteen forever. (; hahaha

sports meet

2007-05-19T23:12:00.001+08:00

weeheeee~ lets talk about yesterday- sports meet!! ;DD had so so so much fun can..

haha first part of the day was just lessons, which somehow i find a miracle that i managed to focus fully in every single lesson.. except maybe econs i let my mind wander.. after that in math lecture, was listening to ms yew drone on.. and then someone near the back of LT raised hand and say "cherr, fire drill...". turns out the fire alarm bell had been ringing for some time already but the LT totally cannot hear.. hahaha.. ms yew's reaction even funnier.. *stares blankly for 2 seconds* then "ohh~ pack up and run!!" hahahaha.. i was like lmao.. so cute la.. and the drill is the best one i ever seen in my life.. ppl can be playing soccer while chatting and strolling towards the field.. and amelia and arsilia put their bags down on the field and go toilet.. hahaha fire they still go toilet, super funny.. and zul even funnier.. he starts to sound like sidhu (the fireman in tis drill cos of his disappearance) and chides the girls saying," pls arh, next time arh, during a firre drill, pls pls dont go to the toilet la.." wahahaha and totally like sidhu.. hahaha..

after the fire drill they started the rehearsal for sports meet.. then the participants march past and all that.. so funnie.. =D me cheexuan jennifer desmy (aka the 4by400m relay team) were in front.. and just chatting amongst ourselves.. and sidetrack a lil- thats when i realised LAO HOR FUN is MS YLY'S LAOGONG!! (ie loh yee fun and yew lee yin; ZOMG right?).. then was the trophy presentation.. so slip-shoddish just take like that when nobody paying attn.. my 1500m bronze trophy.. hahaha.. owens rock.. anw yeah, so after that finished the class wanted to go pepperlunch but they couldnt get out of sch till sports meet was over.. so too bad they just ate in the canteen together..

i didnt join them cos our team needed to practice our baton passing.. and becos me and jenn are natural left-handers, we were in 1st and 3rd runners.. and the best part was almost all the PE teachers came over to help us.. hahaha mr ng eong sian, mr matthew chow, that ex-student pe teacher with a weird accent, etc etc.. haha we were given so much attn.. ;DD so anw we took an hour to perfect it.. and then we went to canteen to grab a drink and bite before our run starts.. me desmy jenn shared a bowl of macaroni.. and then i went to brief the ushers for OD press con.. and back to the field to get ready for athletes marchpast liao.. so anyway, the rituals were super lame.. hahaha but just cheered, raise spirits..

--------i procrastinated finishing my update for a reali long time, and even thou i had tonnes to say before this, i guess i shant rack my brains on it. lots more to be thinking of.-----------

slack day

2007-05-17T23:31:00.000+08:00

hahaha today was wayyy slack.. nothing much going on also.. i cant believe i aced the lecture quiz in math when i was slping thruout the lecture.. wahaha.. heeeheeee.. just using chain rule anyway.. hahaha.. =D but baoxian and shihui and partially own effort helped me see that its chain rule.. and i saw that answers were correct..

anyways then there was a 2 hour break in which was supposed to be the chinese lesson that got cancelled. haha.. so me and baobao decided to go jp shopping.. heehee.. i didnt bother copying the math assignment.. ooops.. then then we didnt realise theres chem lesson during that first half hour we were gone.. until shihui mentioned.. wtshit la.. she never tell us, until she meet us at jp.. dumb dumb de.. shi-tupid.. haha.. then we at jp, baobao wanna eat waffle.. so we go downstairs.. and when i got onto the escalator i spotted the chinaman going on the escalator in the oppo direction.. and i turned and told them "why do i keep seeing ppl that make me wanna ____ today?" then at first they didnt realise.. but the smile on shihui's face i thot she saw already, turns out they both didnt notice.. lol.. then i was just watching them see him.. and i turned, then he say hi so ok lo.. reply.. lol.. then went back sch liao.. the retard club outing.. hahaha..

pw lect was boring, i almost keep falling aslp la.. then did the colouring in of notes also.. our pw gpp wasnt accepted.. sigh.. need to re-discuss the thing.. but anyway after pw lect we just went home.. hahaha i didnt go for the owens comm meeting thingy.. cos i reali reali cant take it liao.. go home dropped dead on the bed.. sigh..

only woke up for dinner then settle the stupid ushers thingy.. suddenly everyone come and tell me they've found me ushers.. like wtshit? jasmine say she got 8 ushers on her side meeting me tmr.. im like, HUH? why u never say.. then she say wat not i never say, is i call like hell but couldnt get thru to u.. and its like, she saw me around sch la.. cant she tell me in sch.. plus plus her calls were at 5pm.. which is like. the day before the event.. wth.. never say anything till the last min and blame me that i shld have informed the group shld i be unavailable.. i must go find you and ask nicely? or u shld report to me when u find ppl? wtshit la. plus i already like, apologized nicely and ask u tell them dont need. and u keep quarrelling back with me. why shld i waste my sms to argue. just forget it man. waste my effort and waste my time getting upset over this trivial matter.. anyway settle liao.. i guess.. i cant handle her explosive ways of dealing with matters..

anyway tmr is gonna be an exciting day! theres sports meet, theres OD press conference.. omigosh la.. hahaha.. sports meet, im super worried for my 4by400m.. cos i just did 2.4 today.. (timing was bad man. 1215) and after i did the run i actually have muscle aches! omg.. shows how long i haven trained my runs and all.. but partially from hockey training the day before also la, the aches. anyway yeah.. hopefully i can run below 1.30min for my round tmr.. ;DD

OD press conference.. haha i cant be there.. cos of sports meet, somehow i feel sports meet more important to me? i dont knoe.. i mean, at least arthur is there to do the conference.. and sports meet, how are u gonna find a runner to sub me? impossible right.. ;DD also, that chinaman's house is winning now, i so wanna catch up for owens.. i lovelovelove OWENS!! lol crazy freak.. ;DD

oh and 07S35 is going for class outing to IMM pepperlunch tmr.. wooohooo.. sometimes they can be just so united.. i lovelovelove them.. hahaha.. hopefully i can join them cos i scared theres liike house committee commitments.. thats like so sucky can.. wahaha.. thats about it for tmr's to-anticipate events.. ;DD

tag replies:

baoxian: hahaha ooops. sorrie la.. thankew thankew thankew!! mwah mwah.. hahaha.. -hugs-.. aiya about the blasted part.. kinda used to it, kinda got over it when i was blogging.. around 2am liao that time..

shihui: hahaha orh.. oops.. thankew anyway! for the three.. ;DD -hugs- too..

post script: just a random note- dajie's STILL 21 years older for now (well at least 7more days to go).. hahaha.. but its like just one week more till i turn 17.. sigh.. so old already.. hahaha.. ;DDD

kk gonna slp already, need the rest for tmr's sports meet.. hahaha..

ciao~!

i lovelovelove hockey!

2007-05-16T23:28:00.000+08:00

hahaha wooooh.. wanted to update yesterday about my lil misadventures but didnt have the time, who knoes i would have even more misadventures today to blog about together? hahaha..

anyways HAPPIE BIRTHDAY dajie.. well, belated over here since i didnt update yesterday.. not that shes gonna read it.. hahaha..

yesterday;

after school was actually free enough to go peninsula sc with huifern, liqian and shihui to buy my hockey stick! omg my darling.. hahaha.. me and huifern ended up getting the same stick.. its a low-end stick, but better than a wooden one.. so its kinda like good for us noobies.. mazon fusion 1000, light, 37.5 inches.. mine is bright pink!! and huifern got the black one.. only mazon's offer 2 colours for the same model cos its like a girl's stick brand or something..

so anyway we bought the hockey balls as well.. and were given a stick bag, which is fugly.. wont be using it i guess.. unless one day i reali reali need it or something.. hahaha.. anyways we cabbed there from school.. sharing among 4 ppl so it aint that bad i guess.. haha.. then we took such a long time at the shop buying our sticks.., but finally chose my darling.. ahahha.. then stupid yeo liqian made a hasty decision and bought his stupid orange stick which is same as ah moon's.. then left alr.. but only to decide his stick shldnt be light, rather medium, the next day.. so now hes like trying to sell it off..

anw after me and huifern decided on ours, we and shihui cabbed down to queenstown to meet zul and cheryl.. then marcus pangsehed, decided hes not coming with us.. so anyway we went to see class tee.. and decided on white based with a black strip running down the side of our torsos.. got the shirt for like 20.. then supposed to wait for bus with cheryl and shihui.. we waited so long we just decided to cab back to clementi.. hahaha..

so see? u think that spending on cab fare is little when u share with other ppl, but THREE cab rides in a day! hahaha.. that amounts to about 10 bucks? hahaha.. anyway thats roughly my tuesday.. hahaa biggest event? buying my darling..

todayy!

hahaha chem test 2 is a total goner! the most i can ever get is like 14 out of 30, cos thats the number of marks on the questions which i attempted properly.. sigh.. anyways after sch had hockey training! omigosh. its like so fun can.. but christina had to pull me out when they doing dribbling.. such a total waste.. cos i would have loved to train on that.. sigh..

anyways christina had like a WHOLE lot of things to say when they were doing dribbling! omigosh la. hahaha.. anyways we had to like contact class reps and all that.. then gotta do banner-like thingy.. then alot of rubbish coming up for sports meet la.. sigh.. then then then 1st week of june we're gonna stayy over at christina's house!! hahaha sounds like fun man.. ;DD maybe not the chris house thingy but rather the staying over with Owens comm thingy.. hahaha that one is cool.. =))

so by the time i got back to hockey training they were teaching pushes already.. and so i tried.. and mine was okay.. ;DD thats good, just have to work on making it a reali good one.. loved the way jenmey pushed hers.. wow wow la. haha so anw.. yeah trained on pushes and stops, and that was about it.. but im starting to love the sport, and doing well in it too..

anyways heres where the misadventures of today comes in.. hahaha me huifern victoria left training early, vic cos shes meeting her friend in town.. and me and huifern cos we originally wanted to go support rugby? but then huifern suddenly say dun feel like going support rugby.. so we ended up going town with vic, and on the bus we chatted a whole lot, took pics of our dearest sticks together and used as wall paper on our phones.. hahaha.. we even christened the sticks.. hahaha huifern's black mazon is angelina jolie, victoria's sexaye red gryphon is jennifer aniston and mine, i couldnt come up with any names.. then after that when walking along orchard hf suggested pamela anderson.. when i got home, i decided lara croft is a nicer name.. hahaha.. but me and huifern left victoria with her friend.. then we went shopping for hockey balls, but guess wat? the brand we bought with our stick costs a whooping $18 at paragon, while we only bought ours for FIVE BUCKS! hahaha. woooah la, the price difference is like huge can.. hahaha.. can buy 3 balls.. and have money left over for lunch.. hahaha.. anyway after we shopped for the hockey stuff we went over to taka and had omu rice dinner.. and omg its so filling can.. its yummy too, but i couldnt tell if it was reali yummy or im just reali hungry.. hahaha.. so left for home after chatting awhile.. ;DD and got blasted to leave my hp on dad's table cos i didnt call them and all that.. so oops.. hahaha.. anyway yeah.. thats about it for today, had a great great day.. hahaa.. and i lovelovelove my svh.. haha sounds almost like sweet valley high. nope its not, its sharon victoria huifern.. hahaha.. we already making plans to go out after next training and on next fri and stuff.. hahaha.. we rock! hahaha..

tag reply:

shihui; hey girl.. nite nites too.. hahaha.. ;DD bet the hugs were donated by u.. hahaha..

life's exciting~!

2007-05-14T23:00:00.000+08:00

its gonna be dajie's birthday tmr! hahaha and in comes the lapse time when our age gap is 21 years.. haha oh well, only for that 10 miserable days.. hahaha.. wooohooo.. and dajie will be 37 already.. haha hitting the big 4-0 reali reali soon.. hahaha..

and zomg, its less than 2 weeks till i turn seventeen! my goodness.. did i see wrongly? im turning seventeen.. i dont want to turn 7-teen.. wanna be sixteen all my life.. wahahah.. sad case, sad case.. im still behaving like im 6 or 7.. cant grow up de.. hahaha..

anyways on sunday, morning got up to go to church with amy! omgomgomg.. hahaha imagine me going to attend service.. haha it was okay la, almost like the RELC Easter service like that.. except that sunday was pastor's wife talking cos its mothers day.. then after that amy pretty much dumped me with the youth ministry to go for lunch while she left with adults for zion market.. so i met lindy, qiao zhen, jemie, jeremy, tsemin and the whole bunch of them.. tsemin is JJ snr. how cool is that.. and we're planning to join the G-EX festiva together.. ;DD exchanged numbers with qiao zhen, who just grad from NP and is currently working first before either getting another diploma or entering NIE.. Lindy is ACJC graduate, j3.. then jemie and jeremy is 4 years older, jeremy in med sch.. so interesting to knoe these ppl.. ;DD and ohohoh im cfmed going for church camp in genting from 11-15june with amy.. how cool is that?!? hahaha hope i can adapt to the environment of christians surrounding me.. hahaha..

so after lunching with youths/tertiary, i went for ben&jerry's with amy!! hahaha and we shopped for a bit, saw a prettaye prettaye dress from zara!!! zomg.. i so love it, it screams "SHARON".. its a striped cotton racer-back mini-dress.. reali nice and bright colours too, yellow orangey.. but the price even nicer, 60bucks.. sigh.. so we were supposed to go to some this fashion outlet to search for a cheaper similar dress, to that same effect.. yupps.. amy bought me a nice pair of dangly earrings.. and we came across this drink called "anything" and "whatever".. anything is a random fizzy drink ie various colas while whatever is a random non-carbonated drink like various teas.. so cool.. we bought a can of anything and i think it was lemon fizz.. so sour.. haha.. then headed home where i caught a nap before heading to tanah merah ferry terminal at nite to pick mum and dad from their bintan trip..

today at sch.. haha slack day, kinda got away with numerous stuff.. like not doing chemistry tut or even bringing it cos i seriously thot it was chem pract period.. then no pc cos we went for the boring physics talk.. the speaker had this reali weird slang, it sounded like, reali bimbotic? hahaha.. and my imitation of him sent baoxian reeling with laughter.. so anyways after that went to grandstand to watch jj vs rjc in soccer.. woooooh. i loveloveloved the first half.. they all put up such a great fight that it was nil-nil.. then 2nd half rj had their noise levels up and JJ actually conceded 4 goals before scoring one pathetic one.. sigh.. guess this means the end of their season.. and bball team also, they lost the match to temasek and darren was super emo.. haha end of their season too..

tmr! omg omg soo cool.. i'll be tagging along with huifern and liqian and marcus to buy sticks and shinguards, soccer socks.. in other words hockey gear.. but im kinda worried about the budget part.. its like so .. zomg la.. paying up for class teeshirt which cost 25bucks.. then stick will be around hundred.. the various other equipment will be like another 30-40 bucks? ultimately will be spending up to $200.. im worried for my bank account.. hahaha.. so in any case.. this month i reali reali reali overspent.. plusplusplus i haven gotten my pay! gosh la.. hahaha.. and hope it wont drag till too late tmr also, dont wanna get scolded.. hahaha.. cos we're going 2 stops, queensway sc and peninsula plaza.. okie doks.. better be going off soon.. in preparation for a long day tmr.. so exciting.. gonna be choosing stick and all that hockey gear.. wahahha.. ;DDD

tag reply:

baoxian; yeah we all knoe ur actually not so guai one.. xP only sidhu thinks u very guai.. cos u were colouring in ur notes.. wahahha.. and i was too!! ;DD feels good to be a good kid.. LOL.. hahaha

POST-SCRIPT: ahhh drop me more hugggs please~ haahha..

nite nitex, sweet dreams of me ppl.. and slp tight..

e mice are out to play

2007-05-12T08:29:00.000+08:00

oooh.. YAY okay i shall start with friday.. morning my family left for batam holiday.. so they left me 30bucks.. for the 3 days they are gone..

anyway then i went to sch and stayed till like 7 plus almost 8 i think? soccer match with TPJC and they won THREENIL! finallys theres something to show.. and the thing is the players he put down werent the first-stringers kinda players.. like park played! and afrizal wasnt in the first team.. how unbelievable.. and the 1st goal was scored by no.14, then the next 2 was scored almost consecutively within 5 mins of each other by no. 17.. the guy with the yellow boots.. hahahah.. after the match slacked around and went to play bball until we couldnt see the ball.. ;DD then left and sat on the field for a little bit.. watched the silly rugby guys run around the field in a unified manner shouting stupid cheers.. then we [me michele darren yangping] left for jurong point.. (ps we took the same bus as jerry! hahaha woohhooo!!) haha headed to subway where i ordered my first sub! haha got cold cuts trio cos thats what amy ate the last time and i liked it.. then darren kop-ed a bite off my cold cuts.. he was like, "eh i see ur sandwich.." then edges nearer and grabs a bite off it.. hahaha.. anyways yeah so we stayed on after finishing our subs.. and just chit chatted in general.. i figured out the story behind yelay/steph and darren/jolene.. haha and they were discussing cheat tactics in basketball.. hahaha.. so anyway by 10 they were saying, eh lets leave.. hahaha.. and thats it for friday nite freedom.. how nice is that.. and when i got home, it was exactly 2230. where i came home to nobody.. and i just slacked online.. then fell aslp, woke up at 4? and nobody was home still.. went to shower and then lay down on the bed.. falling aslp, then around 4 plus amy got home.. and switched off my lights for me.. hahaha..

right now.. going to prepare for OD07 meeting.. gotta type out the things that i owe them.. so stupid.. hopefully they dont look at me and give the "you suck, u inefficient crap!" face later.. i knoe its true thou.. hahaha.. so anyway gonna be painting the stupid owens cardboards thingy.. and then go for OD meeting.. and then go back to painting? then after that give tuition.. after tuition hopefully can go out with ppl.. go town shopping or something.. or even buy my hockey stick today.. hahaha.. see how things go but i reali hope i can go town and do some shopping or catch a movie and stuff..

yeah.. im quite a content kid now la.. except that my studies are totally sucky.. but oh well.. ;DDD the other things are okaay.. except for studies and OD07.. so i wanna give up olympic dream.. should i be giving that up? i reali dont knoe.. i guess its the last leg of the race already.. after we finish with solicitation of sponsors there should be nothing major for us to do already.. maybe i can just stick thru with it..? haha hopefully..

ahhh graphing techniques math test on monday, wed is chemistry atomic structure and chemical bonding test.. wth.. full of tests coming up and i have no idea on these topics at all.. sigh.. ps. sidhu was dam scary during his lesson.. he actually was reali nice and in a great mood.. plus he praised me and jacinda for diligently colouring in our notes during PW lecture.. lol.. wth i was falling aslp during that lecture can.. wahahhas.. so lucky.. okok.. off to rush my OD report..

byees ppl.. hope i have a great weekend without people around okay.. hahaha..
take care.. will update again soon.. ;DD
LOVES EVERYBODY, sharon.

tag replies:

gary: hahhaa u lousy la.. stm.. got so old liao meh.. hahaha..

wayne: yeah u finally wanna give me ur link.. ;DD thanks for dropping by.. hugs too..

baoxian: haa yeah la finally updated le.. haha #22!! im still going insane.. hahaha.. ;DD

singchun: haha HELLOS.. thankew for dropping by.. why u tag as skye? =P the free movie tix was from my dad, some exclusive screening la.. haha i went with michele.. ;DD and we were sooo late.. hahaha..

ANYWAYS people.. please give me some hugs.. awwww.. its been stuck at that miserable number 27 since a long time ago!! hahaha.. ;DDD muacks.. cya guys around..

POST-POST-SCRIPT: HAPPIE BIRTHDAY TO EMILY!! hahaha you're turning 33 alr.. gosh.. hahaha time flies.. ;DD

#22

2007-05-05T16:06:00.000+08:00

ahh~ was just surfing thru friendster and looking at my profile history.. one of my favourite hobbies on friendster just to knoe who viewed my profile.. and guess wat! hahahaha he viewed me.. hahaha surprise surprise.. ;DD the sweetest thing thats happened so far in 2 weeks i guess.. im so over the moon lalalalalalala.. ;D

tata , off to revel in my happiness..

oh is anybody interested to catch spidey3 with me on monday evening? 6.40 movie at GV vivo.. i got a pair of exclusive movie screening tix.. lemme knoe okay? ;DD

finally after 2 weeks..

2007-05-05T14:11:00.001+08:00

shall skip everything that has happened in the past 2 weeks and talk about the past 1 or 2 days.. cos the past 2 weeks were reali ~~bad~~.. there was ups and downs, but much more downs in this period of time.. and i totally didnt have time to come here and blog about them.. so, here we go.

today, i have cancelled all my appointments and ignored all my commitments on the pretext of being sick. arthur is taking my place at the OD meeting, Mrs Khoo has cancelled tuition after i mentioned that im sick and am afraid of passing the germs.. so.. sigh one week of income gone, but a rest day for me. to spend more. hahaha.. so see, its good to keep myself occupied and work and everything cos thats where the income comes in and the lack of time to go spending happens.

but ahhh~ the throbbing headache just wont go awaaaaay! im annoyed.. and the stupid nose keeps on producing the excess mucus and whatevers responsible for producing phelgm is doing it too.. grrr~

anyways yesterday soccer played acjc.. and lost 4-nil. FOUR~~NIL~~! omigosh can you believe that?!! FOUR-NIL FOURNIL FOUR~~NIL~~! and to think i chionged cab down at 5pm just to watch them lose. T.T thou i dont think the cabfare of $3.50 was wasted.. at LEAST i got to watch him play.. ;DD smiles.

on the other hand, bball team thrashed acjc! wooooh. and almost everybody went to shave to near-skinheadness. wonder how leonard looks; his old hairstyle suited him perfectly. hahaha.

anyway anyways, wedness was the satayyy sale.. hm. i didnt exactly help out cos of my stupid busy schedule.. and then also feeling feverish the whole day.. after my programs ended i bought some 10 sticks of satay to eat and ended up giving 2 to baoxian.. then mich suddenly say wanna hang out when i was eating halfway., i was stunned la. haha cos we reali rarely hang out anymore and besides, its reali sudden. haha so since i wasnt feeling veri good, and theres no place to go we decided to hang out at the grand stand and chat about eyecandys and yanzhongdings. and just slacked there till she got so bored she was begging to leave.. hahaha plusplus she keep reminding me about my flushed face (cos i was feeling so cold i had to drape her jacket around me).. thats where the fever came in..

so thur morning, to the docs.. and back to jj for awhile to watch ecs.. then checked into the JJ Resort.. pretty much like those u find in malaysia where the rooms stink and are full of insects and the bed is springless, the pillows small and non-fluffy. also known as the sick bay. ;DD slept there for a few hours with shihui in the next bed.. and about 1.30 then decided we shld grab brunch and medicine then go home and rest. haha and i was so giddy i couldnt walk in a straight line without struggling! haha oh man.. thats about thur..

ooooops sorrie ive blabbed longer than i would torture ur eyes with, and its not even properly chronological.. haha cos i haven updated for so long i made up for it with a long post. =P (to be honest i think all my posts are long) hahahahaha..

tags
michele: HELLO! ;D i see you've dropped by.. haha ~~pls update your blog okay~~ okay you have updated ur blog.. wahahaha..

baoxian: yes yes, updated updated.. see (points to above) see? haha xb

shihui: haha okay okay its actually 2 weeks liao then i update.. wahahha.. lalala

gary: haha wahh in what way i look like a clever pig to u? xP i knoe u got stm la, but im not a piggie.. thou pigs are cute.. wahaha

zane: heyy zane.. yeah ive linked you.. update your blog alrite and link me too! hahaha

okay tata for now.. ~ (",)
loves

2007-04-22T22:28:00.000+08:00

haha sunday.. actually set my alarm to 7am to get up and buy breakfast, do all my work.. but ended up snoozing the damn thing and slping till like 10plus 11? haha but still went to buy brunch.. and then came back, ate and did a lil bit of laundry.. then slacked awhile and all.. edited my layout for blogskin..

then went off to pray ancestors.. dad's grandma and his god-parents.. on the way there suddenly heavy downpour but the rain stopped when we were praying halfway..

haha then went to united square to find dajie after that.. its near huifern's house i think.. hahaha.. shopped for all the baby stuff, kinda got boring.. reali wanna be down town shopping for my OWN stuffs okaay, but i was nice.. ;D

desperately in need of shopping spree!! hahaha need some form of stress-reliever y'knoe.. ;) but too busy to go anywhere.. so shall just start saving money first.. this month and may, then can go town and reali have a spree on my birthday, perhaps as a special birthday treat.. hahaha i cant wait.. need to get nice earrings, necklaces, bracelets.. and new clothes!! wanna wipe out that old wardrobe full of un-fashionable stuff.. ;D been trying to make the best of it by mixing and matching stuff in nice ways.. but i still wish i had better stuff to compliment my body-type.. still trying to determine my body type too.. haha.. oh and i need some versatile heels!! stuff that can bring me to any event and comfortably too.. also to go with most of my outfits.. haha reali reali versatile stuff so i dont need so many pairs.. haha right now only working with a handful of pairs of which only 1 pair (the denims) is reali comfortable.. but i digress..

okie back to main topic.. then had dinner and came home, only to realise i have a tonne of work thats incomplete.. like i was supposed to study my physics today in preparation for wednesday's test cos i knoe i will be so busy thru this mon/tue that wed'S test im so gonna fail.. i don wanna fail!! gosh.. tue theres house comm meeting again.. and thur's the submission for prelim ideas and i haven exactly done up my proper draft in accordance to the feedback given.. plus wednesday i'll be going to tekong BMTC so i'll be home late.. haha no time to do on wed.. this sunday was meant to have done all those stuff.. arghhx.. nvm i shall try to jiayou on monday and tuesday.. haha

okie now to go and iron my uniform and grab whatever hours' left of my beauty slp.. hahaha nite nite ppl.. slp tight and have sweet dreams of me.. ;D

post-script;
to respond to the tags:

shihui: haha thankew.. i did enjoy my sunday i guess, but not exactly in the way i would have loved to.. and i didnt even do mucho of my work.. haha..

baoxian: wahahahahs cbox sucks la.. actually the colours and font for cbox is nicer la. but LOL nvm.. no choice.. oh and yeah crazy ppl laughing over a bunch of soccers walking past us.. wahahhaas funnie la.. =P silly gal..

an update!

2007-04-21T22:10:00.000+08:00

hahaha finally free to come and post an update already.. been such a hectic week! gosh.. and im expecting even more stuff to be coming up.. sigh.. okie.. uber long update on this entire week.. sorrie to torture ur eyes.. haha..

tues
attended the stupid lame civil defence thingy in the hall (learning about the SAF providing humanitarian aid) while my mind was half on econs stuff and all.. and joked around with liuwah baoxian shihui they all.. then finally when it ended chua ren cheng asked a bunch of ogls and shadows to gather, we're gonna help bring some juying sec kids around JJ on 30th april to like attend our lectures and all.. how lame/cool is that eh.. hahaha

wed
chem test!!! omg omg omg so damn dead la can.. T.T i totally dont knoe how to do the long answer questions save for the first one.. and 2nd was on combustion, of which i forgotten the goddam bloody equation.. wahhhhhh~ then 3rd was back titration, 4th redox. all dont knoe how to do ones.. then MCQs were okaaay i guess.. banging on the 1st question and the mcqs to get like S grade or something.. hahaha.. cant even pass it.. then after lessons supposed to meet szeying and nicholas to fine-tune the details of eClub and CSLs liason but the stupid econs teacher had to take up an extra half hour to finish up the concept causing me to totally miss the meeting.. anyway to end the lousy morning, i went JEC ice-skating with kristin and luxuan!! and bumped into peiru there.. omigosh la, peiru like has a bf now.. and he was so sweet he waited for her to skate finish, just sitting there alone.. wahahha im happie for her.. ;D so anyway i had fun skating.. but i broke my own record cos i fell down.. was skating on one leg, sms-ing and not even thinking of anything, not concentrating then suddenly luxuan had to come from behind me and say in this retarded deep voice "wat time u all going".. i totally slipped off balance when i got startled by him la.. haha oh and jingzhe was there with his NP engineering friends also.. lols..

and THEN i went home.. on the way, they said they'll wait for me to go dinner tgt.. and guess what, they pangsehed me. frigging pang seh me. just cos i missed a whole bunch of their calls when i couldnt feel the vibration. gosh. which brings me to Lilo and Stitch- Ohana means family, and family means nobody gets left behind or forgotten. nvm forget it.. i shall be magnanimous.. thou was kinda upset when it first happened..

thur
uneventful on the whole

fri
trigo test. woooah. scary can. i couldnt reali do also. but i hoping to pass this test.. cos its just so unsure. for math, you can only either get it right or get it wrong.. so yupp.. please please let me pass.. then no need to take the retest.. went for soccer match after sch.. woooots me and baoxian were laughing over some lame stuff..

bx: ehh whats that? *points to yishun soccer team*
me: soccer la..
bx: *bursts out laughing* hahahaha soccer can walk.. eh look, i see all these soccers walking.. oh and that soccer is chasing after a soccer ball into the field!!!

*both bursts into laughter and keep mentioning the soccers over the next 10mins* ..
YJC played with TPJC.. not sure about the score thou, forgotten.. but i think i couldnt spot 12 from tp at all.. seems like he didnt turn up.. so much for cuthbert's beng/attitude friend (who didnt come).. haha.. then after that JJC vs RJC.. wahhhh~ clifton is HAWT!!! i figured that out sometime.. haha but the match was cancelled/postponed cos of the bad weather.. lightning/thunder/downpour..

ended up staying at the grandstand with zane and his friend chungkhy to slack off after shihui left for westmall.. haha played with zane's pda games and then he took songs from my phone.. lol and then they walked me to my bus stop with zane carrying my bag.. hahaha! so nice of him.. ;D

sat
wake up late to go sch and help out for J2 guys napfa, i was in a total fluster when i helped to tick the rounds they ran.. cos they all run so closely its almost impossible to check out their numbers.. and to make matters worse i couldnt identify any familiar faces in my list.. jasmine got to tick for zhongru and yuzheng so thats 2 familiar faces which makes it way easier for her.. haha.. oh and i run faster than some of those guys.. heeheee..

then after the napfa when we were dismissed, me and jasmine chionged off to macs at the cc.. then had a great breakfast in like 10mins.. then walked back to sch.. had the olympic dream meeting till around 1230hrs and continued with our own discussion of script and etc.. then made poor michael wait for me like close to 2 hours, sorrie! so went to ctss for the carnival till it was closing time.. haha chatted with lots of old-time ppl.. reminiscence is good.. so nostalgic today.. missing the times where we were studying for O's as a sec 4 cohort..

so came home and typed out the script for calling potential sponsors.. got it sent out to yvonne and the team, and finally changed my blogskin and gotten myself a taggie board!! hahaha wooh please remember to leave me some love notes okie.. haha..

planning to take tmr to update my PI draft in preparation for final submission on thur, then to study for measurements test on wed for physics.. and also to design the poster for OD to be pasted around sch.. roughly thats how i plan to spend my long-awaited sunday rest-day.. so much for "rest" huh.. hahaha.. but its okay, im true-blue singaporean.. gotta be kept busy cos thats the way i like it.. would feel uneasy if im not busy.. hahah.. ;D

okie dokie im reali tired out as it is, so i shall go get my 8hrs worth of beauty slp now.. goodnite ppl.. gonna wake up early tmr morning get some breakfast for everyone, and start working on my stuff.. and getting busy.. haha
ja mata..

multiple projects

2007-04-16T22:20:00.000+08:00

woooah. multiple projects are so totally killing me right now.. worrying about OD2007, worrying about the dahrul ihsan project, worrying about meeting deadlines for econs, chem, math and physics- practically all my content-based subjects la.. today had a long day cos after PC, which was end of sch, i had to do my econs essay which.. i was ultra ultra distracted by everything esp my csl cos of the upcoming projects.. then rushed to house comm meeting which was like ultra waste of time cos they didnt even have anything good to say la.. just form a relay system which hoehan is in-charge of passing info to me. LOL. dumbass, he jumped at the opportunity to relay to me la.. crazy freak.. haha.. then after that i sat down to do econs again, and almost completed the first question except for summarising the last part.. and it was getting late so i chionged home.. without completing.. yupps.. getting reali stressed and busy.. and ultra tired too.. hope i can cope with stuffs.. cos got a lot of side projects. will not let sidhu look down on student leaders.. ;D gonna chiong to bed now.. nite nitex ppl..

ciao

back from csl camp ^^

2007-04-15T20:56:00.000+08:00

oooh im back from CSL camp!! y'all missed me? ;D camp was reali fun.. it rawked.. WE rawked..

1st day had like some introductory talk and then went for morning tea-break and then ice-breakers.. after we more or less knoe each other liao it was time for the 1st meeting with the Olympic Dream 2007 (OD07) adult SVC volunteers.. i was placed into the publicity/mktg team and our comm is reali small, so we have like the 2 adults with mitchell, jasmine and myself.. the i/c position will be filled by both jasmine and myself.. and for now we already have our tasks to do.. cos we've got to figure about getting into the guiness world book of records and also the singapore records.. and figure out sponsorship from activade (a sports drink), plus i have to collate the contact list for our comm.. also find out who are the artistes the log/prog comm are thinking of getting down.. yupp.. then every saturday we have to meet.. coming up one will be 10am in JJ.. after OD07 meeting we had lunch and some lame treasure hunt game.. heex.. then we had to cheoreograph our own dance and group 2 chose SEXAYEback!!! wahahaha.. i loved our dance.. its reali nice.. and and and after that we went for the bbq.. wooooh.. the food was okaay but the fun we had was great.. and then i got a whole lot of bites by the mosquuitoes there.. irritating.. and SOMEONE was creeping me out reali badly by then and thankfully ruth was with me to protect me.. thankew ruthie!! anyway then we practised our dance and YAY! talentime.. but my group somehow lost it.. cos weixiang was very out of place and they were all laughing super hard at him.. sigh, pity pity.. but okay la still fun.. the guys were reali sporting and their dance was great.. ernest was especially funnie cos he had nothing to do in the middle of 2 lines they formed.. haha.. then wash up and bedtime..

2nd day.. breakfast and then some games and activity.. wenjie was our "bride" whom we decorated in a beautiful dress with a long train and nice huge boobs.. haha.. then we started to design our own project for CSLs to conduct over the next 2-3 weeks.. so we decided to do the dahrul ihsan orphanage and we'll be raising funds for them.. im the 2ic for publicity/mktg comm.. sze ying is the ic.. then we had a debrief, and found that ppl werent taking enough initiative.. but i do agree and admit the guys were reali reali gentlemen thruout the camp.. cos only the last lunch of the camp did i figure out how to throw the food packets.. before that it was always the guys clearing for me.. and drinks- i never did take myself.. always chinkhang wenjie and the rest taking for me.. ;D thankew guys!! haha.. so i came home and tumbled dead on the bed..

just woke up and showered, had dinner.. now realising i have tonnes of homework to be done by tmr.. or im so fcuking dead.. and i gotta iron my uniform- at least the skirt.. and then i have the OD stuff to worrie about.. so im off to start some work now liao.. before i forget anything.. cya guys if im free to post tmr nite.. theres finally house comm meeting for J1s tmr at 1630.. i foresee myself being ultra busy over the next few months.. busy doing my schoolwork, project dahrul ihsan (which hasnt got an official name yet), OD2007, owens house comm- esp if we're doing the planning for sports meet..

oookie.. gotta fly off the get my work done for now.. seeya all.. byee!
^^"

off to csl camp

2007-04-14T06:33:00.000+08:00

okie.. im now packed and ready to go to sch for camp.. ;D got up at 3 just to check if my washing machine clothes were ready.. turns out mummy helped me put to dryer and switched off the dryer already.. so i took that as a toilet break and then went back to slp.. then wake up at 5-ish 6? pack the bag.. haha and all in good time, plus extra time to get a warm cup of milo down my throat.. so shiok la.. okie dok- im about to change and get out of the house, while packing some last min lil things like hp charger just in case.. haha bbq tonight! so exciting..

oh and im gonna see X in sch later.. wonder if there are any updates about yesterday.. since the victim of our plan (thereafter known as Y) uesd a lame excuse and covered up Y's own ass with a super duper unbelievable lie and hasnt updated me on anything since then.. who cares anyway.. ;D

off to sch! anything can sms me cos my hp will still be with me but probably in the bag or something.. i'll try my best to reply asap.. ;D

ciao!

HAPPIE BIRTHDAY peeps

2007-04-13T20:37:00.000+08:00

today had a long day in sch.. but overall was ok.. HAPPIE BIRTHDAY to WAIJIF LIUWAH PAVITHRA!!! ;DD

celebrated waijif, liuwah and pavithra's bdays after sch in the classroom.. ruijie huifern and cheryl went to get cake for them.. today is waijf's bday then follow the other 2 consecutively.. the cake is so cool can! from secret recipe and was deeeeeliciious.. yum yum.. but ultra fattening la.. then the cream was like melted so the whole cake was wobbly.. and they had some sort of cake fight.. crazy ppl.. but i loved the chocolate.. so anyway went to canteen after that...

wanted to go home early to dump all my clothes to wash but then ended up staying to watch the soccer matches.. watched RJ play vs SRJC.. but wat a disappointment rj didnt have any cute guys to speak of on their soccer team.. haha.. didnt bother with srj tho.. ;D then came jj vs nyj match.. haha was watching somebody's stellar performance.. then somewhere in the 2nd half he was subbed out.. JJ won..

sometime after he was subbed out a certain SOMEONE (thereafter known as X) wanted to suan me about something.. but we had a good long heart to heart chat about stuffs and X then revealed the plan to me.. i was shocked initially but in a good way definitely.. and im kinda glad i told X about the stuffs that happened cos now X and i have a secret mission.. it may seem daunting like mission impossible or something right now, but i am sure we will succeed.. X has no experience in this but it will all fall in place nicely.. i have faith.. God is good, to quote amy.. (:

and so with the sudden incidence of that, i now have something to look forward to everyday.. things are going to get exciting and interesting.. and to quote ravinder sidhu, the medicine fed back to its doctor is reali bitter.. X has promised to update me on the happenings as our plan unfolds..

oh oh and i will be away from sat 0730 to sun 1400 cos of CSL camp.. sounds like it may not be too fun but im gonna go with an open mind.. haha just dumped the stuff i need for the camp into washing machine.. hopefully can pack them in time for the camp tmr at 0730.. haha..

gonna grab my dinner now.. hungry hungry.. ;D

math sucks

2007-04-13T06:36:00.000+08:00

woah i slpt early and wake up around 3am to do my math.. ended up finishing early and so went to find newspaper article.. found a relatively interesting one but im not sure if its got any relationship to GP modules.. who cares anyway, im sure i can find a way to link it back..

and for now im off to chiong to sch and get my econs done before sch starts..

haven changed the goddamn ugly blogskin yet.. will find time to do so next week cos i end sch super late today and i've got CSL camp sat-sun.. haha will have fun and hope to bond with the rest of the csls.. ;D off to sch!

baby post

2007-04-12T21:15:00.000+08:00

oooh... my baby post.. shall start by talking about this week.. been going home uber early, like when sch ends.. cos im just feeling wayy too tired.. today's mizuki's birthday! he turns ONE already.. x| so soon la.. haha today we got back math test! woot.. im so so so happie can.. but not fully contented.. cos i scored 10.5/12.. and the best part is i only studied the night before.. but i chiong the night before la.. nelson helped me, taught me trigo over the phone for a whooping 2hrs.. ;D thankew thankew thankew thankew! haha if not for him i'd totally fail like shit already.. so yah! i owe him a treat.. will be depending on him to revise my trigo before the friday lect test next week.. haha.. gotta go complete my trigo tut and assignment, will re-post after im done..